She moved away. She moved back. Ashton and Chloe.


4. c h a p t e r f o u r


I woke up to Ashton falling over right beside my bed. "What the fuck" I yelled as I sat up in my bed.

"Sorry, I came to wake you up" he replied while giving me a hug. I laughed and got out of bed. "What day is it" I yelled from my bathroom. "Tuesday" Ashton screamed back. "I am having a shower" I yelled out to Ashton.


Chloe just went for a shower and now I am sitting on her bed waiting. I have loved Chloe since grade 6 and when she left I didn't really do much. Not talking to anyone. For at least a year. That was when I met the boys.

They helped me get through some stuff. I don't know how to tell Chloe that I love her I don't know if she would feel the same way. Maybe she likes Calum I mean they did go out together last night. I was snapped out of my thoughts by Chloe tackling me into the bed.


"Let's go and eat" I said getting off Ashton. I ran down stairs followed by ash. We grabbed some food and jumped into Ashton's car.

"Your friends... They don't talk much" I said as I clipped my seatbelt in. "Apart from Calum he doesn't stop talking" I giggled. Ashton went quiet. "Why don't they talk" I asked looking at Ashton still driving.

"I don't know they will once you get to know them" he replied. "Oh yeah they will talk tonight at dinner" Ashton said.

"Who is coming"

"No one just the boys me and you" he replied.


The school day was boring, nothing happened. I was with Ashton and we were walking to his car when he reached for my hand. He intertwined our fingers. I rested my head on his shoulder.


"Which one" I asked Ashton as I held up a black dress and a blue one. He pointed to the black one and I got changed in front of him. He quickly covered his eyes.

"Ash I don't care" I said laughing. He laughed and I helped him pick what to wear for tonight's dinner. I did my makeup and texted Calum to say that we would be there soon. The dinner was a Calum's house.


We pulled up in the drive way. I hopped out of the car and made my way to the front door with Ashton behind me. Before I could knock Calum opened the door.

"He- woah" he said. I laughed and pushed past him. Luke gave me a hug and Michael just said hi.

I was about to sit down when Calum grabbed me and pushed me down. "I missed you" he said. "Dude it's been like two hours" I replied laughing.

"That too long" he said back.

After sitting down and talking for an hour the boys kept complaining about how hungry they were. Calum got the food out of his oven. "Dinner is served" he said. I looked at the food. It was a dominos pizza that was Taken out of its box.

"Wow" is all I managed to get out.


Ashton's phone started too ring so he got up and went outside to answer it.

"Chloe" Mikey said from the other end of the table.

"Yep" I replied.

"How do you feel about Ashton... You know" he said

Everything went quiet.

I was really confused.


"Your a fucking dickhead" Luke yelled at Mikey.

"What guys" I was a bit panicked now.

"Nothing don't worry" cal said trying to calm me down.

"No fucking tell me" I yelled.

"Ash he-he was suicidal up until a year ago. He started cutting when you left and he stopped when he found out you were coming home" Luke whispered.

I could feel the tears starting to build up.

I heard the door open and ash start to speak. I got one look at him and ran. Out the front door.

I didn't know where I was going but I didn't want to stop. It was all my fault ash wanted to kill him self. I did this too him.

After I had been running for 5 minutes I sat down at a bench. I put my head down and cried even harder.

After about 10 minutes I felt someone wrap their arms around my waist. "Chloe, don't cry, why are you crying" Ashton whispered.

Everything was silent.

"Let's go home" he whispered.

He grabbed my hand and we walked down the street to his car. I got in and the whole car ride was silent.


Once we pulled up in the driveway I ran inside. Ashton followed me to my bed room. I laid down and started to cry again.

"Chloe tell me why you are crying please" Ashton said

I patted the seat next to me. He got up and sat nxt to me.

I grabbed his wrists and started to take off the bracelets and things. The boys weren't lying there were scars everywhere.

I started to cry again. "Ashton why" I said as tears fell down to his hands.

"I was sad you left." He said.

"Me too" I said and moved my wrists to his hand. I revealed my scars.

Ashton gave me a hug and didn't let go for ten minutes.

"I am sorry" I whispered.

"For what" he replied now crying.

"I did that too you"

"Chloe, no you didn't" he said looking into my eyes. Next thing I know I was kissing him. My best friend. Ashton Irwin.

I pulled away.

"Chloe I am gonna go now" he said awkwardly.

"No, stay here the night" I replied.

I pulled him back to the bed and we fell asleep.

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