Hate is love

Vanessa is 18 years old and she can't stand Luke Hemmings, but what's going to happen when she has to live with him?


12. ~10~

Chapter 10


Vanessa’s P.O.V


“Okay I’m ready” I hear Lori tell me and I stand up. The girls came over to me and we decided to get ready for the party together.
“Finally” Courtney whines and I start laughing. I grab my phone and my purse and walk out of the front door. I was wearing a black, blonde looking dress with flat black shoes.

“COME ON VANESSA!” Clare yells at me, while I’m locking the door. I run over to the car and jump into it.

“Let’s go” Amanda says while fixing her lipstick. I start the car and drive to the school. We arrive and loud music is blasting through the speakers in the gym hall. I park the car and get out.

“Do you think Cody is here?” Lori teases me and I give her a little push.

“Shut up” I mumble and grab my phone. I walk up to the door and wait in the line of people waiting to come into the party also.

“VANESSA AND THE GIRLS!” I hear someone yell and I turn around to see Martin.

“Martin?” I ask in confusion and lift my eyebrow. He puts an arm around Lori and me.

“Do you ladies need help getting in?” he asks in a drunken voice and I roll my eyes. I push him out of the way and look at Lori.

“Guys” I mumble and roll my eyes. The girls start to laugh at me and the line moves a little bit more. It was finally our turn to get inside. I gave the money for the entrance to a big guy in a suit.

“Thank you” he says to me and I give him a smile. I walk inside to completely darkness with a little bit of neon lights meets my eyes. I walk into the wardrobe room and give my coat to a lady that hangs them up.

“Here’s your number, you just give that to me when you need your coat again” she tells me and I send her a smile. I walk out again and wait for all the girls. I see them get into the room so I send them a smile.

“It’s really hot in here” Lori yells over the music and I nod. I grab Amanda and Lori’s hand and they grab the other girls and we run out to the dance floor.

“I DON’T WANNA TAKE YOUR PRECIOUS TIME!” I sing with the girls to the song ‘If you can’t hang’ with Sleeping with the sirens.

“VANESSA?” I hear someone yell at me and I turn around and see Calum. I pull him into a hug and give him a smile.

“Where are all the other boys?” I ask him and he shrugs. I pull him with me to the girls and start to dance with him.

“I’m glad you’re here” he tells me and I smile.

“Of course! I couldn’t miss this sweet ass party!” I reply in excitement and he laughs at me.

“Do you want to grab a drink?” he asks me and I nod. I wave at the girls and walk with Calum up to the little bar setup.

“What do you want?” he asks me and I bite my lip. I look at the menu on the wall and then at Calum.

“Vodka and cola” I tell him and he orders my drink and a beer.

“There you go” the bartender says and puts the drinks in front of us. I grab my glass and send Calum a smile. I raise my glass and so does he.

“Cheers” I say and hit his glass with mine. I take a sip and put down the glass again.

“That’s definitely strong” I say and cough a bit. Calum laughs at me and I smile. A girl walks over to us and looks at Calum. She grabs him by his t-shirt and pushes him up against the counter and kisses him hardly.

“Okay” I mumble and move a bit away from them. I look awkwardly down at the ground. The girl moves closer to me and I sigh. I stand up and grab my drink and walk away from the bar. I look around in the darkness to see if I could see anyone I know.

“Vanessa?” a voice says and I turn to my right and see Cody. I send him a glare and walk away from him. A hand grabs my wrist and I try to get away.

“Let me talk” he tells me and I shake on my head.

“No” I reply in a cold tone and try to push him away. I’m not in the mood for his shit right now.

“Come on Vanessa. I am sorry about what happened at the party yesterday” he tells me and I roll my eyes.

“Yeah sure. You are so sorry about it. Look Cody if you were sorry you wouldn’t have done it. It’s not called a mistake. It’s called a choice” I tell him and get my hand free. I walk fast away from him and out to one of the bathrooms. I check to see if anyone is in there and when I see it’s free I close the door and lock it.

“Where the hell are you Luke?” I ask to myself. I look at my face in the mirror. I didn’t look that good, in fact I kind of looked sick.

“You walk out now and then you find Luke, okay?” I tell myself. I smile into the mirror and unlock the door. The darkness met my eyes and I gulped. I walked around in the darkness for a while and then I saw someone looking like Ashton.

“Ash?” I ask and get closer to the guy and when I get close I see that it is Ashton. I give him a hug and he gives me a smile.

“Hi Vanessa” he says and I nod. I look at the guys and see everyone, but Luke.

“Where the hell is Luke?” I ask and they all look at each other and shrug.

“I haven’t seen Luke since we came here” Ashton says and I sigh. Is he hiding somewhere or what? Suddenly the music stops and I look up at the small scene they had setup. I then see Luke on it.

“Can I get everyone’s attention please? I have some statements. First my boys and me are going to play one of our own written songs and then a band we are fan of are coming and playing here. We won’t tell who it is” he says and looks at me. I gulp and look at the other boys.

“Are you guys going to play?” I ask in excitement and clap in my hands. I already knew the boys had been writing some music together and stuff like that, but nothing serious. I have since the day they told me about it, wanted to hear them play. And who can that band be? I look at Luke leaving the scene and the boys walking after him. 5 minutes went by and then they all four stood there on the scene.

“We are going to play this song we wrote called ‘she looks so perfect’.” Luke says into the microphone. A few girls whistle and start screaming. I look at the boys, while they get ready. They start to play on their guitars and bass and in Ashton’s position, the drums.

“Simmer down, simmer down” Luke sings and I look at him with big eyes. It kind of sounded good.

“She looks so perfect standing there in my American apparel underwear” they sing together and I smile. It sounded really good. When they finish the song all girls in the hall starts to scream and I so did I.

“Thank you everyone” Michael says and waves at everyone. They walk off of the stage and the speaker’s starts blasting through an ‘Blink-182’ song. I stand there in the darkness alone while waiting for something to happen. I feel someone pull me into a hug from behind. I turn around and see the guy I have been looking for all night.

“LUKE! OMG YOU GUYS WERE SO GOOD!” I yell in excitement and give him a hug. He starts to laugh.

“Thanks” he says before leaning in to kiss my cheek, but Ashton interrupts us.

“Come on Luke we have to present the boys” Ashton says and pulls Luke with him. I give him a ‘go on’ look with my eyes and send him a smile. A spotlight hits the scene and Michael walks onto the scene.

“WE ARE HAPPY TO PRESENT YOU ALL TIME LOW EVERYONE!” Calum yells and I start screaming. OMG NO FREAKING WAY! The boys from all time low runs out on the scene and start to play their song ‘Dear Maria count me in’ I sing along to the lyrics and jump up and down like an exited kid.

“Are you happy?” A voice asks behind me and I turn around so see Luke.

“OF COURSE!” I scream and run into his arms. I give him a giant hug and kiss his cheek.

“Thank you so much” I say to him and send him a huge smile.

“Of course, I know you love them” he tells me and I nod. I start to sing along and dance again. I grab Luke’s hand and pull with me longer up to the band. I start dancing again and Luke dances with me. I sing along to some lyrics and dance a bit more. The music quiets down and Alex from the band walks down into the crowd of people and a spotlight follows him.

“Any pretty ladies that wants to help us sing along?” he shouts into a microphone and all girls raises their hands in excitement and yell for him to pick them. I put my hand into the air and look at him walking past the girls.

“What’s your name?” he asks me the moment he sees me. I blush hardly and look down at the ground. I can’t believe I’m talking to Alex right now.

“Vanessa” I tell him and he grabs my hand.

“Well Vanessa it’s your lucky day” he says and pulls me up on stage. They start to play ‘Something's gotta give’ which is like my favorite song.

“Vanessa can you help me out?” he asks me and I nod. I grab a microphone and look down at it. Okay Vanessa don’t mess up your voice is great. Not really, but I’m fine. I sing-along with all the other guys. When the song finishes they thank me and I leave the scene again.

“THAT WAS FREAKING AWESOME! What’s the chance they would take me?” I whine and the boys start to laugh at me.

“Well we kind of told them to pick you” Luke mumbles and I hit him on his shoulder.

“Why did you do that? I hate you Luke” I mumble and cross my arms. Luke pulls me into a hug and I start to laugh.

“I’m sorry, I just wanted to do something good for you” he says to me and I smile.

“Thank you guys” I whine and pull them all into a big group hug. They all start to laugh at me and I laugh with them. It had been such a blast hanging out with them all and I literally felt so comfortable when I am with them.

“Vanessa?” I hear a voice say and I turn around and see Amanda and all the other girls.

“We are going to go grab some air, do you want to come?” she asks and I nod. I give Luke a quick hug before catching up to them. I walk with them outside and over to a little area that was free to stand by.

“Spit out” Lori says to me and all the girls crosses their arms and I lift my eyebrow.

“What do you mean?” I ask her in confusion and they all roll their eyes at me.

“Oh like you don’t know what I am talking about” she says to me and then it’s my turn to cross arms.

“Seriously?” I ask the girls and they look at each other.

“Do you like Luke?” Courtney ask me and I gulp. How dare they ask me that question?

“What the hell? Of course I don..” I say and then stop talking before finishing my sentence. I couldn’t get myself to say it.

“You what?” Amanda teases me and I gulp again.

“I um. It doesn’t matter. Luke and I are only friends” I tell the girls and they cross their arms again. Why do they have to be so freaking nosy?

“Tell me you only see Luke as a friend then” Courtney says and I give her a glare. I cross my arms again.

“I only see Luke as a..” I say and then stop. TALK VANESSA TALK!

“as a..” I try again, but fail. I gulp and look down at my hands. I do only see Luke as a friend right? I’m so confused right now.

“Ask him out on a date for gods sake!” Clare whines at me and I shake on my head. No way am I ever doing that.

“You can’t be serious” I say to her and she crosses her arms at me.

“Vanessa it’s clearly that the boy is madly in love with you! And so are you with him” Amanda says and I bite my lip.

“Oh and he’s coming over here you can ask him now” Courtney says and waves the boys over to us. I bite my lip and send her a glare.

“What’s up?” Luke asks when he approaches us. I look up at him while biting my lip.

“Vanessa has something to ask you” Lori says and I look at her. Why the hell did she say that! I’m so going to kill her later.

“Oh yeah, what’s that?” Luke asks me and looks at me. I bite my lip and look away from him. I didn’t really think about it before I did it. I ran quickly away from the girls and boys. I ran to the exit and into the wardrobe room and over to the girl that keeps check on the coats and stuff like that. I give my number to her and she gets my coat. I make sure that the girls or the boys aren’t coming in here in the mean time.

“Here you go Vanessa” the girl says and gives me my coat. I send her a smile and run out of the room again. I run outside and breathe in the chill summer air.

“VANESSA WAIT!” I hear someone yell behind me and I start panicking. I run away from the school hall and out on the playground. I look around in the sunny weather turning a bit darker.

“VANESSA STOP!” the same voice yells and I’m pretty sure it was Luke. I run even far away and hide in one of the playhouses.

“Vanessa please come out, the girls told me what you wanted to say. Or what they wanted you to say” Luke says, while walking around of the playhouses around me. Now I am definitely not coming out of here.

“I’m sorry for being such a douche bag. I don’t deserve you. But I want you to know that I would love to take you out on a date” He then says and I look up from the ground. I stand up and walk out of the house.

“Luke” I say and he turns around and sees me. I give him a little smile and then I run into his arms.

“I’m so sorry” I mumble and pull him into a tight hug.

“Don’t apologize” he says before attaching his lips to mine. My hands find way to his neck. I play with the ends of his hairpieces.

“Can I take you out on a date?” he asks when he pull his lips away from mine. I smile and nod. I kiss his lips one more time.

“Yes” I reply to his question. I grab his arm and pull him with me over to the swings. I sit down in the spider swing as we all call it.

“I really like you Vanessa” Luke says as he sits down next to me. I give him a smile and take his hand.

“I want to know more about you Luke” I tell him and he starts to smile. I listen to him talking about himself and who he really is. Haha that sounded very mysterious.


“We should go back to the others” I mumble as I look down at my watch and see we have been sitting on this swing in an hour now.

“Yeah we should. Let’s go” Luke says as he jumps off of the swing. I take his hand and we walk into the building again. All time low was still playing on the scene. I see all the other boys and my girls talking together.

“Hey you guys” Lori says in a funny tone when she sees Luke and me. I roll my eyes at her and let go of Luke. They all look at Luke and me. I lift my eyebrow.

“What?” I finally ask and then they all look at each other.

“What happened between you guys? You were gone for an hour” Ashton asks and Luke looks at me with a smirk.

“We were just talking” Luke lies and I giggle. We were talking though, but not as the only thing.

“Oh really cause we kind of found you guys and filmed you” Amanda tells me and my eyes wide.

“You did what?” I ask in a scared tone. I gulp and look at Luke that’s has the same facial expression as me.

“We took a video of you guys and we are going to upload it and send it to your parents if you don’t go on that date” Calum says and claps excitedly in his hands. I send them a glare.

“I hate you guys,” I say and they all start laughing. We all pull into a big group hug before they start to sing one of my favorite songs ‘Kids in the dark'.

“OMG GUYS LET’S DANCE!” I whine excitedly. And start to bust my most ugly moves. But I didn’t really care, cause I was having fun.

“YEAH LET’S GO GUYS!” Michael screams in a girly voice trying to sound like me. I roll my eyes and start dancing again.


“Thank you everyone! We’re All time low and we love you all” Zack yells into the microphone before they leave stage. I clap in my hands and scream a bit. Just to seem cool.

“What’s the time?” I ask Luke and he looks down at his watch.

“3 AM” he replies and I gulp. Dang it’s late.

“We should probably get home, I mean it’s school day tomorrow” I tell everyone around me and they nod. I walk to the entrance and into the wardrobe again.

“Here you go Vanessa” the girl says as she gives me my coat back for the second time today. I know her pretty well actually, she used to be on my football team also, but she stopped. I think it was because she didn’t have the time.

“Thanks” I tell her and leave the small room. I see all the others waiting for me and I give them a smile.

“Do you guys want to go home or stay at my house?” Luke asks everyone and I just trip with my feet. I kind of didn’t have a choice, but if I did I would choose Luke anyways.

“I’m just going to stay with you guys” Ashton says and I nod. The rest of the boys and girls agree and we then leave the hall. We walk down to our cars and we drive separately back to Luke’s house. The girls in one car and the boys in another one. I take my seatbelt on and look in the mirror in the front row.

“So spit out” Clare says and I look at her with my eyebrow lifted.

“What do you mean?” I ask her and she rolls eyes at me.

“About you and Luke! Of course we didn’t film you guys, so spit out! We want to know everything” Clare then says and I giggle. I had a feeling like they were lying about filming it.

“Well” I say and pause myself. I look at myself in the mirror.

“I kind of just ran away until he told me that you guys told him about what YOU guys wanted me to say. So he said he would have said yes and that he was really happy about it. So I came out and we kind of maybe kissed" I tell them and they look at me with big eyes. I am probably not going to fall asleep tonight; I won’t stop thinking about Luke and our kiss. I can’t believe I haven’t realized it before. I am in love with him.


(A/N: Yay guys! She finally realized! I'm so pumped! Woohoo! Haha too much sugar -.- Well I hope you liked the chapter and yeah see you Saturday -Strawbear)

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