I'll Never Be Enough

I'm Cassandra, I'm 17 and pregnant. I didn't choose to get pregnant, when I told my mom she told me to pack my stuff and get the hell out of her house. She's always told me that I'll never be enough for someone because of my severe depression, high anxiety, and anger issues. For some reason, I've always believed her, especially now since I have no one.
Until I go to my Aunt Amber's house. And fall in love? With my rapist? Maybe, maybe not read to find out.

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4. Pregnant And Homeless

After I got everything packed in my car I went downstairs and into the kitchen where my mom was.

"My stuff is all packed." I said.

"Okay, bye." she said not even making eye contact.

"Anything else?" I asked.

"Your a slut." she said.

"Gee, thanks." I said sarcastically.

"You'll never be enough."

"Wow, that just made my day." 

"No one will ever love you."

"Why?" 

"Because of your anger issues, high anxiety, and severe depression."

"I have that stuff due to being around you."

"Hmm."

"Is that all?"

"Yes, now leave."

"Fine, whatever."

When I was in my car and heading down the road I called Maya.

"Hey babe, what's up?" Maya asked.

"The sky." I said back.

"No shit Sherlock, I meant what do you want?"

"Oh, a place to stay."

"Why? What happened? Are you hurt? Did she hit you?" 

"She kicked me out because I'm pregnant and-"

"Wait she kicked you out because you're pregnant?!" she yelled.

"Yes, didn't I just say that?"

"Wow. So where're you gonna stay?"

"That's why I called you."

"Aw, I was the first one you called."

"No Maya, I called Santa Claus first." I said sarcastically.

"Oh really, what did he say he would get me this year for Christmas?"

"Coal."

"What?! You're gonna get me black coal for Christmas? How'd you know I'd want that Christmas?" she asked sarcastically.

"Yes I am Maya Marie Barrow."

"Hey, don't use my full name. You know how much I hate when you do that."

"I'm sorry. Oh yeah, I need a place to stay."

"Oh, babe I'd love to. But, my parents."

"Oh, I get it. I'll just go stay with Austin."

"Okay. Bye babe."

"Bye." I said then hung up.

After I made it to my friend Austin's house I pulled out my phone and texted.

C: Hey!

A: Hey, what is it?

C: Look outside.

A: Why?

C: Just do it. Please?! :(

A: Fine.

A few seconds later he's outside then he's running up to my car. Once he's standing in front of my car I open my car door and get out.

"Sandra! I can't believe your pregnant!" he said while hugging the hell out of me.

"Gee, Austin. You strong brah!" I said when he stopped hugging me.

"So, why are you here?"

"My mom kicked me out because I'm pregnant."

"Ouch! That must've hurt."

"Nah, not really. So, can I stay here?"

"Sandra, I'd love for you to stay. But, you cant."

"Oh." great, I now have no one. Well except my aunt Amber.

"You know that if I could I would, but I cant."

"I understand. Bye." I got in my car before he could respond. 

 


 

 

 


 

 

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