Mixed Emotions✗cth•lrh✗

"I can't control my emotions around you." Confessing is harder than I thought

"So you have mixed emotions?" His icy blue eyes stare into my chocolate glimmering ones.

"Pretty much."

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8. Okay?


"I don't know who..I'll have to think about it more...can you take me home?" Jazmin softly asks me

"Yeah, do you want me to keep you company?" I ask her with my eyes glancing at her and then looking back at the road.

She hesitated "no I'll be fine..I just want to be alone."

"Okay..well we're here, I'll text you later ok?"

She nods.

"Ugh my life is so chaotic." I say to myself as I drive back home.

I park my old car into the garage and take off my snowy wet boots.

"Hey drew." I walk past by him

His face looks confused because it's only 1:00 in the afternoon.

"Hi..aren't you supposed to be in school?"

"Yeah.." I simply reply

"Wanna talk about it?" He asks with his arms out again shirtless

"Please." I plop onto his chest burrowing my head into his neck

"Well, I have a date tomorrow, Luke is acting like a dick..and jazmin is confirmed that she is pregnant." I sigh at the end

"Wow..well congrats on the date and what's with luke? Wait Jaz is pregnant?? How!?!?"

"One Question at a time drew." I glare at him "I don't know what's up with him but he's being annoying..I haven't talked to him since like Tuesday soo, and yeah Jazmin is as shocked as you are, she doesn't know who's the father..I feel so bad for her."

"Well I'm here for you hails..I love you okay?"

"I love you too drew..I'm going to my room to think about my life." I drop out of my comfortable position with Drew and walk to my room.

I grab my laptop, plug in my earbuds and drown into music, humming to Soap by Melanie Martinez.

Plucking on my laptop I come across my FaceTime contacts: Luke with a penguin and a heart emoji.

I scroll down more looking to see that I have Calum's contact. I simply close out of it and start to close my eyes and reminisce of Luke and I when we were younger, Lego house by Ed Sheeran was playing.


"Lee, I care for you so much..I'll never neglect you." He whispers into my ear as we sit in the empty park

"Same here hemmo, you mean a lot to me.."

"One day were gonna get married and have cute lil mini-Luke's and Hayli's."

"What if we don't end up together?" I squeeze him more

"Promise me, that you'll never leave." I ask him

"Promise." He smiles and pecks my cheek

*end of flashback*

"Those were the days.." I smile and think to myself.

Hot tears run down now my purple cheeks causing my eyes to get puffy.

I hear my doorbell ring, I go down to answer it..guess who, Luke.

"What do you want." I mumble covering my puffy eyes with my long sweater.

"I stopped by to give you your homework.." He rubs his hand on the back of his neck

I take it from him "would you like to come in?"

"Uh..sure, is Drew here?"

"No..he went jogging."

"Oh ok, w-"

"Luke we need to talk...I know your trying to ignore it, but it's keeping us two apart."

"Ookay, well I'm sorry about my outburst..."

"Your forgiven...but why did you leave?" I ask trying to figure all of this out.

"I-I don't know...I'm just a little, I really don't know...but hey I have a girlfriend now." He randomly announces

The same feeling was erupting inside me, my blood was boiling with heat rising up on me.

"Oh." I simply say "what's her name?" It wouldn't hurt to know her, would it?

"Her name is Mack and she has the prettiest hazel-green eyes I've ever seen complementing her light brown skin and brown curly hair." He kept on rambling about his new girlfriend.

"That's nice..I'm getting kind of hungry.."

"What do you want? Chinese, pizza, Mexican."

"I'm feeling Chinese food..here's the money."

"No I'm paying...consider this a make-up apology." He smirks

"You sure?"

"Yes, lee I'm positive." He's calling me by my nickname again..it feels so great to have him back


"Okay." (A/n: hah TFIOS quote)

Luke and I enjoy out lo mein and chicken and end up watching Netflix together.


Sorry for this crappy update, I'm not feeling like myself right now but I got you guys.

Mack will appear in the next chapter

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