Mixed Emotions✗cth•lrh✗

"I can't control my emotions around you." Confessing is harder than I thought

"So you have mixed emotions?" His icy blue eyes stare into my chocolate glimmering ones.

"Pretty much."

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22. mixed emotions


Calum stayed at my house till he completely recovered, meanwhile I'm trying to get Calum to remember me.

"Well, when did we go out?"

"It was a month ago cal.."

I bring pictures out showing him

"See, remember?"

He hesitates "...no"

I groan "do you love me?"

"Yes...no..I don't know Hayli, I've seen you, but in pictures, how am I supposed to know if you were the one, or are you faking the actual person who loves me.." He squints

I almost breakdown, but I get strong and suck it in.

"Okay, well Calum I really do love you, so, so much, I cant explain it..you were there for me cal, I hope you remember the loved we shared.." I sob into his neck leaving tear stains on his shirt, he pulls me away and connects his lips on mine, it felt like new fireworks and colors all around me.

He pulls back again looking into my eyes very sternly "I remember you Hayli" he smirks

I jump in his warm skin feeling secure.

"What's my name? Full to be exact"

"Easyyyy, Hayli Grace Steele."

I cheer and jump up and down making him giggle

"I love you Hayli." He pulls me into a hug

"I love you too." I smile into his chest, smelling his cinnamon vanilla body odor.

"Well, babe I gotta get going...I have to tell my parents that I'm okay so I will text you later.." He grabs his jacket and keys, pecks my nose, and gently closes the door.

My day was to myself, watching American horror story. *a/n: that's my showw af* until I get a phone call from luke.


"Hey hem hem, what's up."

"Nothing much, do you wanna go out and just walk around and chill?"

"Yeah, it's the perfect time, I'll be out in 2minutes"

I end the call, slip my vans on, and grab my essential bag with water, snacks, and all that stuff.

I grab my house key and walk out the door. With Luke sitting on my doorstep.

"Hey Lukey."

"Hi cheeks."


"As I'll ever be."

He gestures me to get on his back, I do so, and we just walk and chill..

"Haha! So jack just stood there while you threw up?!"

"Yes! And never moved a spot.."

I spot a gas station "hey let's go get some stuff in there.." I point

He runs over and we buy, a pack of soda and chips.

"Come on, I wanna take you somewhere." His hand gestures for me to hold it.


"You'll see.." He smirks

*10 min later*

"We're here.." He drops me off his back telling me to climb up.

"Who's house is this?" I ask

"I don't know.." He shrugs

"Okay now get comfy, with your blanket.."


"And look up."

I shoot up seeing a beautiful sky, purple galaxy over there, with sparkling white balls of fire dancing through the night..the moon was glistening on its own being a free spirit.

"Wow.." I'm captured by this view still looking up "this is beautiful.."

"Yeah.." Luke agrees turning in my direction"....beautiful."

I lean my head on his comfy broad shoulder snuggling into him


"I love you...Hayli." I look into her eyes.

"I love you too luke."

But not that kind of 'love you too' I mean like 'I want you love you.'

"Can I be honest for a second?" She rises up from her comfortable spot

I nod "yeah, go ahead.."

"I-I can't, control my emotions around you."

I'm so shocked in what she just said


"Like, whenever I see you, I get these butterflies in my stomach that flutter because your so sweet and you make me feel secure..and the smallest things you do, just makes me go crazy ya know? Almost insane..in a great way."

"So...mixed emotions, in a way?"

She nods

"Well, I feel the same way to you..you brighten up my day, you just make me happy, I can't and I won't live without you..."

"Let's be together.." I blurt

"No, I mean sure but no.." She shakes her head, my heart drops into a million pieces

"I mean I want you but I can't be with you."


"Because we may not end up liking it, and we'll break up and never be friends again.."

"I-I can't believe you?! After I just confessed that I love you? And I want you to be mine?!" I grab my stuff and start to climb down the house

"Luke no! Wait I just ca-"

"Fuck, off Hayli."



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