Mixed Emotions✗cth•lrh✗

"I can't control my emotions around you." Confessing is harder than I thought

"So you have mixed emotions?" His icy blue eyes stare into my chocolate glimmering ones.

"Pretty much."

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28. it's over


I ended up staying at Luke's. I wake up to a shirtless luke with his arms wrapped around me.

"Morning." He groggily smiles

I chuckle "morning hemmings."

"Listen, lee that kiss was a mistake." He sits up in his bed

My grin drops "what?Why?...ohhhh."

"So, um, uhh yeah I think you should go." He opens up the window I climbed through.

I nod and climb out "see you later."


Everyone was out, so I was home alone. I head upstairs, take a quick shower and slip on some of my favorite jeans and a big black soft sweater paired with my black timberland boots.

I pull my hair up into a messy bun and head out to Calum's house.

*Calum's house*

I walk up to his doorstep and here comes a messy yet sexy looking Calum. He had gorgeous bed hair, shirtless tan skin, and some black sweatpants.

"Hi babe, whats up?" I ask walking inside. I smell the stench of marijuana and beer.

My eyebrows furrow "are you high?"

He slowly nods

"Shit, Calum why are you doing this?" I sigh

He then pins me against the wall forcing me, placing hard kisses against my lips. I try pushing him off but It doesn't work.

"What are you doing Calum? Get off of me!" I scream at him

I squirm and push him, that time I got him off. He almost trips back but gaining his balance, his face looks pissed. He comes up closer, then slapping my cheek, making tears fall.

"Calum!" I yell Now realizing what he had just did, it all came back.

"Hayli, I'm so sorry..I didn't mean to do-" I cut him off

"This is why I told you not to do this! Things will get out of hand, I trusted you Calum! I trusted that you wouldn't use this stupid shit that's slowly taking your life away from you! You could do way better than this! Why do you do this anyway!?"

"I do it to take the pain away, to numb my aches, and wounds, I do this to travel away from the worlds tears..I just do it so I can focus on you.." He runs his fingers through his ruffled hair.

"Why does it lash out in anger instead of love?? Hm Calum? Why does it affect your brain making it to cause all of this.."

He looks down in shame "I think we need to break up." He mumbles.


"I think we need to break up..for good." His voice gets clear.

My heart drops shattering into tiny pieces that can't be put back together.

"Calum no..we can work through this." I plead

"No Hayli..I'm sorry..for everything..I love you." His soft pink lips with the taste of drugs and alcohol intertwine with mine..that was our last kiss, passionate, or a 'ill miss you forever' kiss.

Tears stain his and my cheeks..I leave his house quietly waving our goodbyes..I felt like a part of me is gone from my life.


I couldn't do it


I would be holding onto Calum's arms

For dear life

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