Mixed Emotions✗cth•lrh✗

"I can't control my emotions around you." Confessing is harder than I thought

"So you have mixed emotions?" His icy blue eyes stare into my chocolate glimmering ones.

"Pretty much."

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18. everything will be ok


It's been 6 months since jazmin got pregnant, but she's not feeling so well so luke and I take her to the clinic.

We sit patiently in the waiting room.

"Miss young?" The old doctor comes out of the office

"That's me." She pops up from her seat biting her lip and looking in different places

"She's nervous luke." I gently nudge him

"I know, I hope she's okay." He worries

I nod back and head into the patient room.

"Okay so were gonna do some blood tests and take a look of how the baby is doing, speaking of which, how's the baby?" The doctor asks

"Well, she kicks a lot, but very aggressively, sometimes I feel her not breathing, she makes me vomit back out the food I just ate, yesterday I fainted, I'm depressed and not feeling myself." She replies.

I could tell jaz wasn't herself, she would come to school, but it looked like she was depressed, her eyes had red circles under them, she wouldn't be all bubbly, she forces herself to eat, she barely fixes herself up anymore.

"Aw that's not right, let's get your blood tests going okay?" The doctor gestures for Luke and I to leave out the room.

*waiting room*

Luke and I sit there silently and awkwardly.

After about 15 minutes he finally speaks

"Lee, I have to tell you something, but before that don't hate me for this." He takes my hand making circles with his thumb on my palm

I don't respond I just give him a you-can-tell-me look.

He sighs "I'm with Mack again."

I take away my hand from him looking at him with disgust "your back with that slut!?" I cringe "I can't believe you, after what she said your back with her! Ugh sometimes I think your delusional." I scoff not thinking about what said

His blue eyes turn into dark blue galaxies, drooping them after what he just heard from me.

I think for a second, then I realize that I sound like a desperate bitch that wants Luke all to herself.

I shoot up from my ponder

"L-Luke I'm so sorry, I di-"

"That's what you truly think about me? Hayli maybe your the one that's delusional." He angrily speed walks out the clinic. Leaving me there speechless.

The doctor comes out and tells me that I could finally come in.

I see a sobbing jazmin on the patient bed

I quickly run to her wrapping my arms around her

"What happened?! Jazmin please tell me!"

She sniffles "the doctor tells me that my baby has a 40% chance of living if she keeps kicking me aggressively and because of my genetic abnormalities.."

"Oh my.." I gasp

"How am I supposed to stop her from kicking me like that?" She croaks.

"Jaz...let's get you home okay??"

She nods "why am I even here?? I'm supposed to be a normal 18 year old girl in her last year of high school, living her young life happily, but no I'm a pregnant 18 year old, with no life, and no father to help me with his child, I might as well die."

I slam on the breaks from what she said

"Your killing yourself jaz, you not worth it, there's so much that can happen to you in life Jazmin your such a wonderful person, you can't give up..you can't." Tears rush from my eyes not knowing that Im shedding them.

I give her a squeeze "everything will be ok, I promise." I whisper in her ear.


Everything will be okay in the end, If it's not okay, then it's not the end

- Ed sheeran

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