Change Me [Justin Bieber]


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10. Chapter Ten

Justin held me up on the way back to his place. I had been given a few to many drinks, but it wasn’t because I had had a lot, I just hadn’t thought about it with my medication.

“Amy what have you done to yourself?”

He kissed my cheek and smiled down at me as he placed me on the bed.

“I didn’t know there was alcohol in it. I’ve never had any before.”

“Little beautiful Amy. So drunk… How are you going to make it on the flight back to Chicago tomorrow?”

“I’ll just sleep.”

“You’re sweet.”

He smiled at me. We were both drunk, but he knew the feeling and the amount he could handle. He lay down over me on the bed and held my head in his hands. I was staring into his eyes, but I was dizzy and it was a weird feeling that I didn’t know whether I liked or not.

“My beautiful little girl, so vulnerable yet so strong.”

“I’m not little.”

“Hush.”

He smiled at me and placed his lips over mine. This kiss felt different from everything I had ever felt from him before. It was the best and the weirdest.

“Goodnight princess. Get some rest now.”

He was about to get up from the bed, but I didn’t want him to go. I wanted him to stay there with me forever. Just the two of us. I pulled his sleeve and he stopped at the edge of my bed and looked back down at me.

“What is it?”

“I don’t want to sleep alone tonight. Please stay with me.”

He smiled at me with that look of pity again, I hated it, but I didn’t mention it for him this time, as he lay down beside me.

“Get undressed, you can’t sleep in all that.”

He smiled at me, and I knew he didn’t mean it like it came out, but I did as he said and stripped all my closed of beside my underwear. He did the same at the same time. I felt his hand around my waist after he had covered us with the duvet. He pulled me closer to him, and the touch of his skin against mine felt weird but good, and it made me feel loved and close to someone like I had never felt it before. I breathed heavily and had goose bumps all over my body, but funny enough I felt comfortable with him this close. I guess the alcohol had given me the opportunity to do this.

“Shhh…”

He moved closer and placed his lips on mine. It felt nice and I felt myself move closer to him during the kiss.

We lay there for quite some time before we passed out. It was nice having him there beside me and I loved the feeling of it.

When I woke up the next morning I cuddled myself up closer to him and hid my head in his bare chest as he started stroking my hair and shoulders.

“Good morning beautiful.”

“No not yet.”

“We have to get up soon babe. You have to catch your flight back to Chicago.”

“I don’t wanna go home.”

“You’ll see me again soon Amy. I promise.”

“It’s not only that. Justin I’m scared of going back…”

“Why is that little caterpillar?”

“I’m scared people are gonna ask questions, make fun of me and everything is gonna be like it used to be back before when I was there.”

“Don’t let them get you down Amy. You have me now and you have the music. Don’t let one person ruin your life when there are 7 billion people in the world.”

“It’s not just one person Justin. It’s most of my school.”

“Then change school, I know you can make this and you will make this. Work for it baby girl. I’ll help you through it. I promise.”

We lay there and spoke for a while when he had finally convinced me and after a few hours we finally got up to get ready for the day. Showers were taken and we got our breakfast, before we got properly dressed. I found one of Justin’ hoodies and wore it over my black crop top and high waisted leggings. I was dressed and ready to leave New York, or at least I was on the outside.

Ash was already parked outside and my bags were packed down in the car, but I wasn’t ready to let go of Justin. He wouldn’t have time to go with me to the airport, as he was going to work today.

“Can’t you just come with me? Call and make them push it, just until I’m there.”

“Fine, but only this time ok?”

“Fine. And thank you.”

I smiled at him and realized I blushed all over my face. I was 100 percent in love with this boy that was a year older than me and probably the most amazing person I’d ever met and would ever meet. He was amazing inside out and loved the person he made me when I was around him.

When we sat in the car on the way to the airport we were holding hands. Ash was looking at us from the mirror he had in the front.

“So I see you found more than just a new singer Justin.”

“I guess I did. But I hadn’t planned it that way if that’s what you’re suggesting Ash.”

“It’s not sir. I just wanted to get it confirmed. So how are you two going to handle it?”

“It’s new for her, everything is, so we’re just gonna take it as it comes.”

“Good luck. To both of you.”

He smiled and I felt rather uncomfortable with his way of asking into what was going on between Justin and me.

As soon as we arrived at the airport I was almost instantly boarding the plane, which gave me no time at all to say goodbye to Justin. I was still wearing his hoodie and he wouldn’t get it back till next time we would see each other.

He hugged me close as we were standing outside the plane and the only person they were waiting for was me.

“I’ll come back soon. I promise.”

“Take care of yourself princess. I’m gonna miss you.”

“I’m gonna miss you more.”

He leaned in and even though people could see us we kissed as we had done the first time our lips ever met. It was an amazing feeling and I loved it with all of my heart.

“I’ll see you soon.”

“Sooner than you think Amy Johnson.”

I boarded the plane and was ready for the 2 and a half hour it would take me to get back to the airport where my parents would be waiting for me.

*

I opened the door to my house home in Chicago only to find my parents, Kristy and my uncle in there. They all smiled at me when they saw me and jumped up to give me hugs and kisses. My parents hadn’t been at the airport to pick me up, so I had taken the bus home.

“I can’t believe you’re back.”

Kristy was screaming at the top of the lungs and I must admit that I’ve missed her a lot but I would miss Justin even more than what I’d ever done her.

“Me neither…”

I wasn’t really happy. Of course I was glad to see her, but Chicago wasn’t New York and this wasn’t the place I belonged anymore. I wanted to go back. Back to the streets I by now knew and wanted to be at.

“How was New York?”

I had just finished greeting everyone and we had sat down in the living room.

“It was amazing and I got so much done.”

“Do you have any demos with you home?”

“No, we’re gonna go back and work for it, because everything’s changed, because I have a much stronger vocal than I knew.”

“So you’re going back to New York?”

Kristy looked at me with a worried expression written across her face. It seemed strange for her, and I could honestly imagine how she must have felt. Not having one of your best friends around when it was all you really wanted.

“At some point I will have to yes. We are far from done, but it was time for me to get back. With everything going around in my head, it’s probably better that way. Justin will also be going to Chicago at some point, I don’t know when, but we’ll meet up when he’s here. Things are complicated.”

We looked around the room and no one was saying anything. It was getting really uncomfortable for me to be in there.

“Can I go rest please?”

“Sure hun.”

I took my bags and went upstairs to my room and sat down on the bed. I felt weird and I didn’t want to be in there. It felt empty and smelled weird, yet it was good to be back. Everything I had felt in this house before I left was back with me. By now I had realized what had been giving me the strength to stay strong whist I’d been in New York. It wasn’t the music, it was the fact that I was away from the things I was scared of.

I hadn’t been in my room for long when Kristy came in and sat down on the bed, while I was walking around unpacking.

“So what exactly happened over there?”

“A lot of things happened. My vocal was way too strong for the things they had planned out, so we didn’t do much music, but they still wanted me to stay there so we could make a program, because I’ll of course still need a vocal coach, just to make sure everything is going as it’s planned. I’ll have to go back when everything is figured out and then I’ll most likely get signed under Justin.”

I smiled a bit. The boy was a pervert, and he had put some of that on me. His humor was weird, and I had had a hard time understanding it some of the time, but he was the most amazing person I had ever known.

I reached down in my suitcase and took out a present. It was for Kristy from Justin. He wanted his fans to feel special, and for my friends to feel even more special.

“He gave me this to give to you. He’s been taking good care of my Kristy.”

I sat down beside her as she unwrapped her present all way too excited about it. Inside it was all of his Cd’s and EP’s that he had made through time and there was also a signed shirt of his own. It was like a dream come true for her, until she looked down in my suitcase and saw his hoodie, which she wasn’t meant to see.

“Why do you have his shirt?”

“er….”

I didn’t know what to say or how to even start explaining all of this to her.

“Isn’t it getting kinda late? I’m so tired.”

“Amy what aren’t you telling me? What happened in New York between you and Justin?”

I pulled down the scarf I was wearing to show her the hickey he had done on my neck and all the way down to my chest.

“Amy Johnson, how did the boy do this to you?!”

“They are hickeys Kristy…”

“AMY!”

She was surprised and showed it very well. She would have never expected anything like this from my side. Not Amy Johnson the fragile girl who hated every single person around her including herself.

“So what now?”

“We’re gonna take it as it comes, but as it looks right now, I’ve fallen in love with a superstar who also happens to have fallen in love with me…” 

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