Change Me [Justin Bieber]


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14. Chapter Fourteen

“Amy! Kristy is asking for you on the phone!”

I woke up to the sound of my mother’s voice. I had been fast asleep in the arms of Justin until she called me. I wasn’t ready to get up, it was the first night in a long time that I had gotten some proper sleep and I didn’t want to let go of it yet.

Justin held me tighter as I tried getting out of bed. He wasn’t ready to get up either, so I guess the call from Kristy would have to wait till later.

“Tell her I’m calling her back.”

“It’s important!”

“Tell her to leave a message. I don’t have the time right now.”

I heard my mum on the stairs to my room and soon she was standing there with the phone on her shoulder looking strictly at me as if I had done something really wrong.

“What?”

“Answer the phone now please.”

“Fine…”

I sat up in bed and could feel Justin wrap an arm around me as my mum handed me the phone. I guess my mum was glad that I answered because she was scared I was having sex with my boyfriend in my room, but honestly I was 17, almost 18 what was the big deal?

“Hello?”

“Why haven’t you answered your phone?”

“I’ve been asleep.”

“Amy it’s 1.30 in the afternoon…”

“Seriously my mum just woke me up. I’ve been up half the night.”

“Fine whatever. What happened last night?”

“I was with Justin.”

“I thought you kicked him out of your house after you had talked yesterday afternoon.”

“No I told him to come back later because he had a few things to do.”

“Oh… so where’s he now?”

I turned around and smiled down at him. I was feeling a lot better today and I guess most of it was because he was there with me and smiled back at me. I was feeling so much better now that he was finally there with me and I knew about everything that had been going on.

“He’s in my bed.”

I smiled as I said the words but it didn’t take Kristy long to give me the story about how I had been feeling because of him and all about what he had been saying about me.

“Look honestly I don’t care what he’s been saying. We’ve solved it all Kristy. And were you really rooting for me to not get back with him after everything I’ve been through? Were you hoping that you could get a little piece of the fame is that it?”

“You know it’s not like that.”

“Then what is it? Explain it to me because after everything when I had told you I didn’t want to speak with him you were the one to send him to my house. What were you hoping would happen? That I’d dump him for good?”

“Amy don’t get mad at me for what I did for you. You’ve been heartbroken and the only one who could fix it was him.”

“True.”

“And he did fix it.”

“He did.”

“Then I don’t see why you’re spending more time with him… it’ll happen again if you stick with him. I thought you’d solve your problems and come back to school and everything would go back to whatever it was before when you weren’t singing and you hadn’t been to New York.”

“That’s not how it’s gonna be.”

“No I can hear that but honestly that’s what I thought would happen. But I guess you’re busier with him than me, so I’ll leave you to it. See you around.”

I hung up, put the phone on the floor and lay back down to Justin. He was still half asleep but it was time for us to get up.

“Did you know it’s 1.30pm?”

“No it’s not.”

“Yes it is.”

I kissed him over the chest and cuddled up closer to him. It was a great feeling but I knew I had to get up. Justin and I had work to do and again it had something to do with my YouTube channel and my music. But it was time for me to get back to it.

When we were both ready 1.5 hours later we were back in my room. We were looking through different songs and singing some different ones together to make sure we found the right one that would go perfect with our voices. We were listening to a cover of Maroon 5’s She Will Be Loved. There were someone who had made a cover of it, and we decided that this was the song we wanted to do. It wasn’t anything special but I needed people to know that I was still here. I was still alive and still working on the music, things had just changed over the past couple of weeks.

We were working long hours to make this cover the best I’d ever made it was hard for me to actually sing like this because it had been so long since I had used my vocals this way.

I was listening to the song over and over again, Justin wanted me to do another song by myself as well but honestly I didn’t know if I had the voice to do it right now, though of course it could be fun and it would give me something to actually post but what about promotion and everything? There were a lot of things to think about with this thing and I knew that he wanted to share it for me, but I wasn’t going to ask him to. It would just be too much to ask.

“So what do you think?”

Justin had been editing the last audio bit and was playing the full track for me. To be honest it was some of the best I had ever heard but it had taken so long. It had taken us the entire afternoon. My mum had even been up with some food for us as we skipped dinner a couple of hours earlier.

“I like it.”

“But?”

“How did you know there was a but?”

“I guess I just know you that well.”

I smiled at him and messed with his hair before I wanted to answer his question.

“But there’s just something about it. I love the song don’t get me wrong, I just wanted to do something different this time. Something that people would actually love differently and something that would make it into my song.”

“It is your song as long as it’s like this.”

We had changed the lyrics a little but it wasn’t much but it still wasn’t the thing I was looking for. We decided to do a video and upload it anyway and it was actually really amazing as soon as we had done it. Honestly we didn’t put any effort into the video, it wasn’t meant to be like that this time but the thing we had to work on next would have to be something with a lot more effort.

When we had been listening to the cover a couple of times and I had shared it on all my social media we went back to the bed. We were both exhausted and needed a break to figure out what we wanted to do next.

“Justin?”

“Huh?”

“When are you going back to New York?”

“Do you want me to leave?”

“No! That’s not it. I was simply wondering.”

“I’m going back as soon as I know you’re okay.”

“How will I ever be okay Justin? I’m broken and only myself whenever I’m around you. I’m a walking wreck waiting for the world to ruin me even though I don’t want to be broken. I’ve worked many nights but I’ve spend so many more being sad and alone. So please explain to me how I will ever be unbroken?”

“What about me? The music? The nights we spend together? The time I went into the shower to you? What about all of that Amy? Isn’t that worth being happy for? Happiness isn’t always about having the perfect life and being unbroken, it’s about working for what you believe in, what you stand for and who you want to be.”

“I know that’s how you see it but I’m not as strong as you Justin.”

“What are you talking about? You stood up to the media, you stood up to your school mates you stood up to your bully and most of all you stood up to yourself and I know so many people who doesn’t have the balls to do that! You are the strongest girl I know Amy Johnson and you can make and you will make it.”

“I just wanna go away from Chicago for a while. I don’t belong here.”

“Come with me then.”

“To New York?”

“I’m heading out to LA soon, come to LA with me and work on some music out there, meet some people and get to know the town. It’s gonna be all about you and me and the music. We’ll work and we’ll stay at a beach house and get some rest and a fresh start and you’ll get all the time off you need. I just want you to be happy.”

“When were you gonna tell me about Los Angeles?”

“I told you I wouldn’t leave until you’re okay but you can come with me to LA. Everyone wants to go to LA and I’m flying both of us out there on Tuesday.”

“ON TUESDAY?! Justin are you insane? I have school and everything.”

“I thought you cared more about the music that school.”

“I do but…”

“What’s the issue then…”

“I don’t know.”

“Come with me Amy.”

He gave me that look only Justin could give you and almost begged me to come with him and for all in the world I wanted to fly out to Los Angeles. I had never been there before but it seemed like the most beautiful place on earth.

“I’ll come with you but you’re the one telling my mum.”

“That’s alright.”

“Good.”

I smiled at him and pecked his lips. We were still lying in my bed and it was getting late once again but I didn’t really care much about it. We had been lying in each other’s arms for a while when I looked up at Justin wondering.

“What’s actually going to happen in Los Angeles?”

“We’ll go to the beach house and get some time off to do just whatever we want to do.”

“That sounds lovely.”

“It will be now that you’re coming with me.”

I smiled and felt him place his lips over mine. The room was filled with love and I loved Justin even more in this moment than I had ever done before. 

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