She Needs a Savior

Adriana is bullied, even though she is beautiful. Adriana believes everyone in school that has bullied her. But when Alex comes to the school and helps her. Can Alex help Adriana look past her imperfections or will everything become to much for this small town girl?


17. Deserving


How did this happen to me? I just broke my promise to myself. My heart would always belong to me. No one else. I don't deserve anyones love and I never wanted someone to be able to hurt like that again. No Alex, don't even think about that. What am I going to do. Maybe I should tell her. I really needed some release, but if Adriana finds out she will kick my ass. I started trying to hold back tears. It's been a few days since my date with Adriana and I think she can tell somethings wrong. I stay by her side so that no one thinks they can mess with her, but I've been distant. It hurts me to shut her off, but it also hurts me to think about the control she has. Now I'm sitting here on my bed trying with everything to calm down. Maybe I can just say that I fell. She always knows when I lying. I'm just going to call her.


""Hello" She answered groggy. Oh ya I forgot to mention, it's 3 oclock in the morning. "Alex?"

"I'm sorry this was stupid," I knew I shouldn't have done this. "Go back to sleep, beautiful" I could here my voice cracking, but I couldn't just hang up on her.

"Alex, what's wrong? Don't tell me that its nothing!" Dang it she heard it.

"I wanted to have a release, but I knew you'd be mad and I'm so sorry. I didn't want to bother you and I thought I could handle it. I was drawing and trying to distract myself, but nothing worked. I'm so sorry that I woke you, but I knew if I went to far then you wouldn't forgive me. That made everything worse." By now I was sobbing. God, why did I call her. I could hear rustling and Adriana hadn't said anything. "I'm so sorry Adriana."

"It's going to be okay Alex. Just hang on." With that she hung up. I knew calling her was a mistake, I should have just left it alone.

I'm her rock not the other way around. Hearing her voice did help a little bit. I knew had to get some sleep up I really just couldn't. Thoughts were racing through my head, eventually they settled on our date. I did end up beat her, but unlike other girls you wasn't mad that I didn't let her win. She actually tackled me. She made it so that she was straddling me and started to try and find my ticklish spot. I was so caught off guard that she actually found it. I switched our positions and started tickling her. When I stopped I leaned down and pecked her nose. The night was full of giggles and fun that made my heart soar. She was better than anyone. 

As I slowly started to fall asleep I heard a knock on my door. Who would knock on my bedroom door at 3 oclock in the morning. I opened it to see Adriana. She looked really tired but beautiful as always. She had one my Sleeping With Sirens T-shirt that I had given her on Tuesday when Emily "accidentall

';y" spilled her lunch on Adriana. Paired with light blue spandex .

"What are you doing here? Why were driving so early in the morning? You could have gotten hurt!!!" I was extremely worried. "Whats wrong?"

"Are you really asking me whats wrong?? My boyfriend calls me at 3 oclock in the morning saying that the only reason he hasn't hurt him self is because he knew that I would be mad at him. Did you really expect me to just fall asleep after that? No!! I'm not going to leave you here to deal with it yourself! I'm here because you need me and even though you wouldn't have said it because you always think out me first I came." She came for me because she knew that I needed her. 

I pulled her into my arms. "You are amazing." I just stood there hugging her as a felt all the worry and stress leave my body, tiredness replacing it. Adriana got out of my hug and moved us so that we were stilling on my bed.

"Do you want to talk about it" She asked it in that voice that just makes you want to share you deepest secrets. 

" Honestly you being here is enough for me. You blew some of my anxiety's the second you answered the phone. Now I'm just really tired. Would you like to stay I always sleep better with you in my arms." I truly did. 

"I don't sleep the same without you. Kiss me please." I leaned down to kiss her, when I remembered something she had said earlier. I leaned away and look in her eyes. I let out a little chuckle when she let out a whine. 

"Soo, Your boyfriend?" I laughed even harder when she looked down and blushed. "Its okay baby I love it. As long as I can call you my girlfriend. " Then I kissed her. Our lips mold together in perfect harmony. As I started to mush more into the kiss she pushed me away. 

" Alex, as much as I love kissing you its four oclock in the morning and you havent slept at all" With that you layed down and pulled my head to your chest. with you fingers running through my hair I had no chance at staying awake. 

"Goodnight, my beautiful girlfriend."

Goodnight, my lovely boyfriend."


Okay I know you might be confused, like they already said I love you.

Okay well i went back and changed it so that it says I like you because when I think back that was way to premature and I think that story is better with the struggle. sorry guys!! Love you!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

and thank you @angleirwin your comment means so much to me<3 it honestly makes me want to update was more!!!!

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