Back To The Start

''Why are you avoiding me ?''
''I want my bestfriend back''
''I just wanted to see you''
''To see me ?''
''To talk to you''
''About what?''
''Us''
''There's no us,there's nothing to talk about''
''Whatever you have to say,say it i deserve it''
''Yes you do''
''Okay so just say it''
''Fine..You broke me..you broke my heart..and i hate you..because i still love you, and i hate myself even more for it''

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September 1st ,2011 Atlanta,Brooks 09:20 

 

Alison smiled entering her highschool with her 2 best friends by her side Michelle and Lucky,Lucky was a blonde Lucky was a typical good girl with good grades and the perfect parents no siblings just like she wanted it  Michelle had black hair she wasn't goth but she liked to dress in a type of way that says ''stay away'' it was very hard to be friends with her because she had major trust issues her parents in this case we're business people two imporant lawyers who always wanted their daughter to be like them but never convinced Michelle to act like them and then you had Alison,Alison had brown hair and green eyes she only had her mom never met her father he left when she was only a baby and Alison's mother doesn't dare to shed a word about him as if she cared anyways she was just inbetween her grades we're average and she dressed like she wanted sometimes girly sometimes tomboy she had been in this school since kindergarden she remembered most of the memories like when she took Mrs. Wicket's sticky notes and sticked them all oer her desk een tho she was just 3 year old she still got a punishment Mrs.Wicket was like her second mom she was turning 51 she was very old but not weak she was always running around she's incredibly nice she's Mrs.Wicket,it was the begin of the new school year hopefully the last year

Alison

Senior year was right infront of me i'd be out of here in a year just one year i was turning 19 then i was pretty excited but scared i sighed opening my locker as Michelle and Lucky walked off to their locker  which was on the second floor i was listening to Chocolate by The 1975 but it was coming in by one ear and going out by the other one all i was thinkig about was a rumor that has been going on and on about a new guy coming to our school some people said it Justin my Justin,well he was my Justin emphazing on was as in past form he was my bestfriend i fell for him and he was so oblivious to it he was so blinded it killed me he didn't realize until i moved without telling him he called and it may have been the shortest phone conversation ever but it was the one that meant the most   i remember it like it was just yesterday 

''Why are you calling me ?'' 
''i want my bestfriend back''
''i just want to see you''
''To see me ?''
''To talk to you''
''About what?''
''Us''
''There's no us,there's nothing to talk about''
''Whatever you have to say,say it i deserve it''
''Yes you do''
''Okay so just say it''
''Fine..You broke me..you broke my heart..and i hate you..because i still love you, and i hate myself even more for it''

it was 4 years ago i was 14 years old and Justin was 15 which means he is now 19 since i'm 18 we had been friends since we were 8 because before we kinda hated eachother but that's a whole other story i wasn't that nervous i expect he forgot about me ''Alison !'' i heard someone yell and looked over the side to see my brother Andre he looked just like me except he had blue eyes i looked more like mom and he looked more like dad tall and ugly haha god i am so funny ''give me money baby sis'' he said ''don't have any'' i shook my head at my cocky brother as i closed my locker ''oh c'mon you always have money baby sis'' ''well now i don't have any'' i walked to my class we only had five minutes to go to our locker and change classrooms and i was already late since the hallways were basically empty ''get to class Andre'' he groaned laughing ''i have Calculas hell no'' he shook his head i was heading to class wether he wanted it or not i was already about 5 minutes late i was probably getting a note he walked the otherside probably understanding i wasn't giving him any money i knocked the door and entered right after knowing Ms.Green she wasn't going to say anything she was old and probably deaf and blind to my knowing  before i could even look up i felt hard stare coming from someone i looked up and saw him he was sitting right there on my seat my eyes quickly looked around the class room for another seat but everyone was quietly writing down the work except him he was just staring at me he became hotter i must say he looked older his flip wasn't hiding his forehead anymore he looked older i had no choice but sit next to him i sighed sat next to him trying to scoot as far away from him as i could the last thing i wanted was to talk to him ''Al-'' he started but i instantly cut him off ''Don't..'' i shook my head and grabbed my binder and started writing everything down luckily he didn't try anything afterwards soon the bell rang and we could go home i was trying to be as slow as possible so he would just leave me alone and go home but he didn't the class was empty it was just me and him he was leaing against the counter right infront of me while i was putting my stuff away pretending he wasn't there ''Ali..'' his old nickname for me slipped out of his mouth his voice was way heavier tho it was sweet i grabbed my bag and started walking but he grabbed my arm ''Please Ali..i just want to talk to you'' i shook my head again pulling my arm away i wanted to stay,kiss him,hug him all of it but i didn't because i didn't want to go back to the start  because it just meant getting hurt again.

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