He's kinda perfect

Ellie Greene was forced to uproot her whole life and move to Sydney, Australia, and for what? So her and her family can go live with her moms new boyfriend. She leaves her family, friends, and her boyfriend to go live with a man who is conceded, selfish as hell, and just a down right asshole.
Ellie told herself that no one is as good a her boyfriend Adam, but than she finds herself falling for a boy who shouldn't even matter. Who shouldn't even had noticed her.
But out of her getting too attached she finds herself in a predicament that could change her life.
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3. Honestly I'm dreading this skype

"Say what?!" Lillian yelled at me "And you just left?!"

"Ya, I couldn't help it, all I wanted to do was cry and I'm not about ready to do that in front of that many people."

"Why'd you want to cry?" She was staring off into space probably imagining Luke in all his beauty "Because he's so perfect?"

"He is, but that's not the point, all I could think of was Adam and I know we're not going to last" Even just mentioning it makes me want to cry. 

"Oh, but that's still no reason to leave. That was a once in a lifetime opportunity. I get that you were upset, but I'm sure singing something more upbeat would have cheered you up" Why does she have to be so god damn optimistic?

"Well I left and that's that" I kind of just want to forget about it.

"But this could have blossomed into something more. You'd exchange phone numbers, text each other forever, so of course you would want to see each other again, and while he's staring into your eyes he'd caress your cheek ever so lightly, pull you close enough so your noses touch, you would be paralyzed in shock so he'd make the first move and just barley brush his lips against yours. You would quiver at the touch of his hand on your waist, and him being so impatient with you not making a move, he'd pull you so tight against him that both of you can feel each others curves and crevices. Than you ever so passionately kiss him, not ever wanting that moment to end" Wow, she has a very vivid imagination.

"I think that's enough of that for now, but I'm just gonna throw this out there that you should totally be a writer, you're really good, and you just came up with it off the top of your head" I wish I was like that.

"Thanks, and don't get too lost in thought about him now that I gave you a visual" She had the biggest grin plastered on her face.

"Don't worry, I won't, I want to forget about it" I get up to leave, because honestly I'm over this conversation.

"But why would you want to forget, most people would die for the opportunity" Ya, and I wish I never had the opportunity.

"I'm not most people" 

"I know" She looked down at her hands. I guess she really wanted someone to have the experience with her, oh well.

"Well, umm, I'm gonna go back home. I have to call Adam" Not really, but still a good enough excuse.

"Ok, bye" She said disappointed.

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I was laying down on my bed when Nick came into my room and plopped down next to me. On any other day I would have been fine about it, but he came in when I was balling my eyes out into my pillow. I hate crying in front of anyone, but thankfully I'm a little more comfortable crying in front of him, probably because he's literally my other half. 

When he noticed a second later what I was doing, he pulled me up to him and hugged me "What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I'm fine" I don't care that it's totally obvious that I'm upset, I'm still going to insist there's nothing wrong. Now that I think about it, I do it because when I was little I didn't want to seam pathetic, and I guess it stuck.

"Ell, your hyperventilating, tell me what's wrong. Do you just miss Adam?" He seriously sucks at guessing.

"No, it's nothing" And it is, it's nothing I need to talk about.

"If it's nothing than you can tell me" God dammit, I really hate it when he does that.

"It's nothing I need to talk about" I insisted.

"Obviously you do" He gave me his hoodie sleeve to wipe my eyes.

"Fine, I just hate the fact that I know me and Adam aren't going to last and I'm just waiting for him to break up with me, cause I know he's not going to wait for me" After letting all that out I collapsed onto my pillow again, no tears, no sobbing, just pure sadness.

"Just because he was your first doesn't mean you won't find anyone else. You'll find someone who'll make you forget him and make you even happier than he made you feel" I think that was supposed to make me feel better, but it kinda made me feel worse.

"No I won't" We were going to last forever. I mean, he wanted to grow old with me and get married, and have kids with me. Now it's all going to shit" I want to cry so bad, but there's no more tears left.

"Ell, if he can't wait for you, than he's not worth it, and if he doesn't wait, than he doesn't know what he's leaving. I know you can be a bitch sometimes" oh, thanks "But that's only because your honest, but you caring as much as you do, and just strait up being a best friend -and all that entitles- outweighs your flaw-" It started off good I guess. I cut him off after he stated my so called "flaw".

"Since when is being honest a flaw?!"

"I didn't mean it like that, I meant because some people can't handle the truth. Anyway, what I was going to get to was how anyone would be lucky to have you. All you do is care for people and the way you were with Adam is what every guy wants.You would bend over backwards for him and I'm glad he saw that, unlike all the other guys who just wanted you for your body. Bottom line, there's going to be someone out there better than Adam. I know you're going to tell me no, but just take my word for it" He's getting real good at this.

"But-" I don't want to find anyone else.

"Ellie, just shut up and take my word for it."

"Fine, but when he breaks up with me I'm staying in bed forever"  There's no one out there that can compare to Adam.

"I'll let you stay in bed for a few days. Than I'm taking you out and were going to hang out."

"I'm not going to promise I'll have a good time" I'm going to stay miserable for the rest of my life.

"Don't worry, you will, that I can guarantee" He stood up and went over to my door.

Whatever you say dude "Ok" I hugged my knees as tightly as I could.

"Can you do me a favor though?" He asked as he opened the door.

"Sure, what?" I replied, lifting my head up a little.

"Cheer up a little, ok? I hate seeing you like this" He walked out and I broke down again.

I guess I should stop crying now. It's just going to make my headache even worse.

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Four days of skyping went by and Adam's surprisingly cool about all of this. He's acting like he did before I left. It's like he's totally over it. He's not upset at all. It's weird.

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It took a lot, but it's my attempt at trying to cheer up. I actually got out of the house.

"You made it!" Lillian screamed, than came up and hugged me. I probably looked wicked awkward because I'm not much of a huger, so I just kind of patted her. After about twenty seconds she let go "Alright, let's go."

"What? Where?" I'm so confused.

"We're gonna go cheer you up" Of course. She went inside for a second and yelled to her parents that we'd be back in a couple of hours.

She shut the door, grabbed my wrist, and started pulling me along with her.

After a few minuets of walking I figured I'd ask her where were going.

"To this cafe place I found yesterday, it's awesome"  Well shit, I only have five dollars.

"Umm, ok"

"And it's only a fifteen-ish minuet walk" Only, I never get that much exercise, I'm going to die.

We got there and there was a huge crowd of people inside. I tried to ignore them and get to the register to order with Lillian, but every time we'd get close, people would knock us out of the way to go see what's going on.

"Too bad we can't see" She put a pouty face on.

"Ya, I just want to see why everyone's so loud" It's giving me a headache "Was is it like this when you were here last time?" I asked.

"No, not at all, it was really quiet, that's why I liked it so much" I really wish it was like that now.

The crowd started to disperse a little and we moved are way slowly toward what all the hype was "We'd better get out of the way or they'll trample us, these people are super tall" Lillian said.

"Ya, I swear, they feed people growth hormones down here. I haven't seen a single person shorter than us here, and were not even that short" Needless to say, it bothers me a little.

"I know, 5'4 isn't that short" Well you're taller than me.

The crowd was finally completely gone and we got to see who the people were...and at that moment I died inside. It was Luke and Ashton. They better not see me. I started frantically looking around for somewhere to hide, but found nowhere that wouldn't require me getting a felony and hopping over the front desk.

Their three body guards kept getting closer and closer and in turn, made me have an anxiety attack. I looked around some more and my only option was to either hide behind Lillian or grab her and bolt out the door in hopes that they don't see me. I didn't have any more time to think, and Luke had already spotted me, I was too late. 

They both looked right at me and once they were within five people distance of me, he spoke.

"Ellie, I didn't think I was going to see you again" Oh my lord, his smile is so gorgeous.

"Ya, haha, I know, but umm, we have to go" I grabbed Lil, who was in obvious shock, was completely frozen, and bolted out the door.

I looked back -which I really shouldn't have done- and he actually looked kind of upset.

Like he actually wanted to talk to me. He's famous, why would he want anything to do with an ordinary person like me?

"Why in the actual fuck would you run away like that?!" Wow, she's pretty pissed.

"I don't know, stop yelling at me" I guess it's because I don't really talk to any guys, it feels like in a way, I'm cheating on Adam. I know I'm not, but it just feels morally wrong.

"Just because you have a boyfriend -thousands of miles away I might add- doesn't mean you can't talk to any other guys, especially famous ones." Can she read minds? Holy shit.

"I know, but I don't want to talk to anyone right now." It probably sounds totally asinine to her, but as long as I'm still technically with Adam, than I'm still going to stay loyal. I'm not an asshole.  

I told her everything I'd been thinking and everything that's been making me depressed, and I actually feel a lot better.

"If he breaks up with you than that's his loss, he doesn't deserve you than" She really knows how to preach things. 

"That's almost exactly what my brother said, but there's no one out there that will compare to Adam, I don't care if you guys think there is someone better."

"Ok than, think what you want to" She said, giving up.

"Fine, I will" I pressed my head to the couch pillow and almost cried.

"When are you going to skype Adam? Isn't this around the time?" She asked, probably wanting to give him her two sense.

"Ya, in about an hour. It'll be eight o'clock over there" Honestly, I'm dreading this skype because I have a feeling he's going to break up with me this time.

An hour rolled by and it was finally time for the call.

"Hey Ell, what's up?" He asked, he looks pretty nervous for some reason.

"Nothing, I'm just at Lillian's house for the night" So I don't cry so much.

"Oh, cool, I'm just playing Halo with Josh online"

"Who's winning" Not that I really care but this might be our last conversation, so I should at least try with the small talk.

"Me, obviously, I made him commit suicide three times already. Oh ya, and he says hi."

"Tell him I say hi too." God this is killing me.

"So umm, I kind of need to talk to you about something" He dropped out of the game and faced me. He looks even more nervous now.

"Ok, what's wrong?" Ugh, I know what's coming.

"I've sort of been seeing someone lately" He doesn't even look ashamed, just scared, which he should be. I'm not the type of girl people like to piss off. People have told me I can get pretty scary sometimes, especially about this kind of stuff.

"Who?" I don't know how long I'll be able to hold back my tears.

"Kristin Martin" I guess it's a good thing he looks ashamed to be with her now.

"Really? Seriously?! You couldn't have picked anyone else?!" The one person I hate most in the world. She has been trying to steal him away from me since the moment we started dating. He's so lucky I don't live there anymore!

"I needed someone and you weren't there ok. She was the only one I could talk to and Ell, I really do feel bad about not telling you, but I realized since you live there that we wouldn't work out" He sounds like he's having an anxiety attack, probably because he know's I'll kill him.

"You could have just called me. No matter what time it was I would have answered, you know that" I felt a tear escape my eye.

"I know, but I didn't want to bother you. It was about are whole situation anyway, so I didn't want to make you even more upset" He's seriously such an idiot.

"Well I'd rather you talk to me about it than her" Literally any other person would have been fine.

"I know and I'm gonna cut the chase, I don't want to drag this out for you any longer" He took a deep breath and than I cut him off.

"You know what, you don't even have to say it. I knew there was something going on anyway. You were acting weird the past few days. I didn't think you'd be cheating on me, but I knew there was something up" God, I seriously just want to hang up right now and cry.

"First of all, I didn't cheat on you, I haven't done anything with her, and I don't want to end this in a fight. You've been my best friend for over a year and I don't want us to stop being friends. Just us being a couple isn't realistic" I wish I could just reach through the screen and punch him square in the mouth.

I can't even fathom what he just said. He's literally so fucking dumb I can't even get over it right now. I bit my lip before I said anything "You just don't get it do you? I can't even talk to another guy -even just a small conversation- and it feels wrong, and I can tell you right now that she had stealing you away from me in her mind the whole time."

"That's you ok, not me. That's your problem now, but can we just stop fighting now?" He put his hands to his face and sighed.

"Ya, sure, we can be done now, bye" I hung up, just like that. Not just to be an ass, but just seeing his face is killing me.

After five minuets of crying my eyes out, Lillian walked in.

She ran over to the bed and started hugging me "Did it finally happen?"

"Yes" I said, still crying, so I sobbed while saying it, which made me seem wicked pathetic.

"It's going to be ok" She didn't say anything after that.

I got out of her embrace "Well, umm, I need a little bit of time and fresh air alone, so I'm gonna go for a walk."

"Ok, be careful" She said like a concerned mother.

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