My Side of the Tapestry

A collection of my thoughts, feelings and what it's like to be me. ~Warning: Extremely depressing~


3. 3/9/2015

How do I feel today? I'm not sure. I guess I'm feeling detached but also happy, if that's even possible. I spent the day cleaning paint up after my little one decided to have fun. Surprisingly, nail polish remover works. That is until I split it on my hand, causing mild chemical burns.

It gave me time to think though, about you. Everything you said, I wonder if you meant a single word of it. I'd like to think you did but it doesn't really matter now, I'm letting you go. Maybe you'll come back to me, maybe you won't, but that's okay. I can love you from afar.

But I didn't just think of you, I thought of my family, the ones I've lost, the ones I've left behind. I regret my actions towards my family, but it's done. I finally came to terms and felt at peace with it all.

I thought about past boyfriends, I hate most of them now but I thought about how I have evolved and become the woman I am today.

I thought about past girlfriends, I miss them, especially you, they made me happy and showed me what real love was.

I'm finally happy with everything that has happened. I'm glad for everything that has happened. Well almost everything, there are things I will never get over, never be happy about, but it's time to put it behind me.

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