My Side of the Tapestry

A collection of my thoughts, feelings and what it's like to be me. ~Warning: Extremely depressing~


1. 31/8/2015- 1/9/2015

Today's the day we ended. I knew it was coming. I don't know what I was expecting but a nice romantic evening, no. We broke up at midnight. My already cracked heart shattered like that wine glass that flew across the room. I cried and cried. I drank more than I should have. I told my best friend I wanted to die. I'm sick of the pain. My life has been nothing but darkness and pain. I want to be loved and safe. I spent the night and most of the next day in a state of nothingness and reminisced about all the fun, the love, the pain, everything. Finally, I came back to reality and walked out into the dark London streets, not caring what could happen to me. And then you come to me because you were scared and there's nothing I could do because we aren't together. Normally I would hug you tight and tell you it's going to be okay. But now I don't know what to do. I tried to help you but I know I failed. I'm the worst friend in the world. And I still love you.

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