My Side of the Tapestry

A collection of my thoughts, feelings and what it's like to be me. ~Warning: Extremely depressing~

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9. 10/9/2015

Today was my little girls third birthday. The time has flown by. I can still remember the little bundle I brought home and now she's a small independent individual who steals my Harry Potter books. My living room is covered in Frozen things. Anyone would think she loved Frozen... My hours of baking paid off and the cake topper arrived just in time this morning. So all in all, a wonderful day. 

The evening, not so wonderful. I tried to write but I just couldn't find a way to extend my latest chapter. I wrote thirty-nine words before giving up and typing it out. I read and re-read the chapter, adding a word here and there. Finally I had an idea. One that would keep the reader guessing. A box. That's all. A box. Oh, I am going to have so much fun with this box.

 

 

 

Ha! You said it was the last time. It would never happen again. But you came back, you wanted me again. All the promises that we were done, you just couldn't help yourself.

Then something changed. Now I'm just left confused. I feel like I've done something wrong. I'm not the one who went back on their word. You know how I feel about you and you still crossed the boundary. One step forward and two steps back. Can I handle much more?

 

 

I let your love in, I have the scar
I felt the razor against my heart
I thought we were both in all the way
But you caught it by the handle
And I caught it by the blade

You said "goodbye, it's not the end
And if you need me, I'm still your friend"
Well, that's easy for you to say
Cause you caught it by the handle
And I caught it by the blade

That's the risk you run when you love, when you love
And you give it all you've got to give
Knowing all along there's a chance, there's a chance
You'll reach and they won't
You'll bleed and they don't

For you, it's over; for me, it's not
I kept trying and you just stopped
Now I know how you can sound so brave
Cause you caught it by the handle, baby
And I caught it by the blade

That's the risk you run when you love, when you love
And you give it all you've got to give
Knowing all along there's a chance, there's a chance
You'll reach and they won't
You'll bleed and they don't

I thought we were both in all the way
But you caught it by the handle
And I caught it by the blade
You caught it by the handle, baby
And I caught it by the blade

 

[The Blade - Ashley Monroe]

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