Fixing my life

* Note that this is a sequal to Being reckless one more time. Highly suggested you read that first! *
Hannah has been struggling to be herself and to finial break free of the mold her parent's have set her in. After struggling with former relentionships she is now starting collage. Learning and growing. However, she is still struggling with her Ex; Ashton Irwin. Even if there friends, she still misses him but is too scared to start things up again. He has been patiently waiting for her , but could it be too late. Will she move on or will he? As Hannah tries to find her self , she is trying to decided their fate.

[ so this is probably the worse blurb ever! I will try and edit as I continue the story, but please give this a chance and read the first story in case you have not yet. Also please feel free to comment and like and favorite, it would mean a lot thanks! Xoxox]


2. Chapter two

Hannah's P.O.V

         Later on a went back to my dorm. Right as I entered Ibrecieved a call from Luke." Hey sucka what's up?" I asked when I answered. Luke chuckled and said ," Well I been planning this with Blake, but The guys and I our driving up there tonight!" My eyes widen and I said ," Are you fucking serious!" He laughed and said," Dead, Blake said we can crash at his place while we stay!" I sat down and said ," Oh my gosh I cannot wait to see you guys, I miss you so much. Four months is far too long.Plus I could really bake some cookies right now!" Even if I could not see him I knew he rolled his eyes.I laughed and said ," Honestly this is the best, thank you for doing this!" Luke laughed. I heard some mumbling in the backround. 

    " Hey , Hannah, Ashton wants to talk to you." I said okay and waited. Ashton finial answered the phone. "Hey Hannah, How's it going." I smiled at the sound of his voice and said ," For once all is fine!" I fiddled with ny necklace and said," So what have you been up to lately!" The line was silent and he said ," Well, I been seeing a girl for a little." My smile dropped and I was speechless. " Thats great. What's her name?" I don't know why I asked, but I was curious. I mean did he move on. Was I easily replaced. " Her name is Cindy, it's only been three weeks so who knows." That didn't really reassure me , but what could I do, I asked him not to wait for me." well I hope she makes you happy, I cannot wait to see you guys !" He chuckled and said ," I can't wait to see you either, but the car ride is going to be annoying. Michael is the worst person to road trip with." I laughed and said ," Well I'll see you soon, I got to go eat!" We said bye and he hunged up!


              Hearing her voice again made the pain come back. I missed her so much , but I knew she need time. Cindybwas just a way to distracted me. I think she knows. I'm never really fully into our conversations. After she hunged up I returned Luke his phone. I sighed and he said," It will get better. This happend for the best dude. I know you love her but dude you can get over her!" I sighed and said ," I can't okay Not until I hear her say she doesn't like me any more. The day she says that is the day I move on. I cannot take the distance , but before she left she said she still loves me she just needed time. That is what I am giving her. " Luke nodded and said," Geeze you have fallen hard for her!" I shook my head and said ," You have no Idea!"

        When we started to travel to Blake's place. I was impatient. Coubting every second and hour till I see her again. I wanted to see her smile. I wanted to hug her and can only hope she is ready. I love her and I just needed more than anything to reverify everything. Whenever we talk it seems the distance has changed us a bit, as if we are close as strangers, but I know there still is a connected and I know that we will get back together I mean we have to. Right?" 

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