Fixing my life

* Note that this is a sequal to Being reckless one more time. Highly suggested you read that first! *
Hannah has been struggling to be herself and to finial break free of the mold her parent's have set her in. After struggling with former relentionships she is now starting collage. Learning and growing. However, she is still struggling with her Ex; Ashton Irwin. Even if there friends, she still misses him but is too scared to start things up again. He has been patiently waiting for her , but could it be too late. Will she move on or will he? As Hannah tries to find her self , she is trying to decided their fate.

[ so this is probably the worse blurb ever! I will try and edit as I continue the story, but please give this a chance and read the first story in case you have not yet. Also please feel free to comment and like and favorite, it would mean a lot thanks! Xoxox]


3. Chapter three

Hannah's P.O.V

         That night I was both anxious and excited. I haven't seen them in four months and they are coming here for me. I was mostly afraid to be with Ashton . I was scared. I knew I still loved him but he has Cindy now. I don't want to ruin his life anymore, so if he moved on I guess I'll have to too. I barely slept that night , but I was wide awake. I decided to get up and hit the cafeteria on campus. The collage was pretty empty since not everyone felt the need to come early. So I didn't really need to worry about a long line yet. I got some pancakes and then sat by myself. Not long after I sat down the chair in front of me became occupied. Of course it was Coltan

I smiled up at him and said ," Let me guess, There is another sign behind me. " Coltan then smirked back and said," Not today, there is just a strong vibe telling me to come sit!" I lifted an eyebrow and said," Are you psychic now?" He put his fingers to his temple and said," Yes I am , and I am senseing that you want to go get Ice cream with me right now for breakfast instead of this!"  I laughed and said ," Hmm intresting prediction, but I didn't want tongo do that ubtil now!" He laughed and said ," So is that a yes!" I laughed and said ," Only if you're paying!" He nodded his head and we took off.

      His had a truck for a car and it was pretty old. I turned on his radio and said," Nice car!" He rolled his eyes and said ," This is just a used car I been fixing up. " I looked at him and said ," So you're a fix it boy?l He smiled and said ," I guess you can say that!" I laughed and we then arrived at the ice cream shop! We walked in and I looked around. When we were both ready we ordered.  I ordered a cup of cookies'n' cream with gummy worms on top. Coltan gave me a strange look and then made his order of chocolate ice cream in a waffle cone. When we got our ice cream we sat outside and ate. We watched the cars go by and finial He broke the silence." You dont have to answer this , but you said you have a complex relationship already can you explain?l I sighed and said ," It's a long story, but heres the break down. I caught him cheating, I was sad for weeks on end, and My life was falling apart. I tried to commit suicide and failed obviously .Eventually I found out the truth about him cheating on me which was in a way set up. We both missed eachother but I needed to recover. So we stayed friends until I was ready again. However we both promised that we didn't have to wait . It has been four months , he is currently seeing someone, and honestly I am scared to admit my feelings for him." I sighed and he was quiet." Wow, man." I sighed and said," Ya thts is just the break down of my life!".

    We eventually went back to the collage and he decided to walk me back to my dorm. When we reach there Micheal, Luke, Calum,adn Ashton were sprawled on the floor. I laughed and then said ," Shush!" To Coltan. I carefully got in apartment and grabbed  a air horn my roommate had. I went back out and gave Coltan time to plug his ears. I then pushed down the button and one by one they all freaked out. I was laughing and then Micheal said ,"It's on!" He chased me right into my dorm and eventually I got pinned on the bed and Micheal started to tickle me. " FUCK MICHEAL FUCK PLEASE PLEASE STOP !" I said all while laughing. Eventually he stop with everyone looking confused. I then gave all the guys hugs. I then said bye to Coltan and thanked him for the ice cream too.

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