Fixing my life

* Note that this is a sequal to Being reckless one more time. Highly suggested you read that first! *
Hannah has been struggling to be herself and to finial break free of the mold her parent's have set her in. After struggling with former relentionships she is now starting collage. Learning and growing. However, she is still struggling with her Ex; Ashton Irwin. Even if there friends, she still misses him but is too scared to start things up again. He has been patiently waiting for her , but could it be too late. Will she move on or will he? As Hannah tries to find her self , she is trying to decided their fate.

[ so this is probably the worse blurb ever! I will try and edit as I continue the story, but please give this a chance and read the first story in case you have not yet. Also please feel free to comment and like and favorite, it would mean a lot thanks! Xoxox]


6. Chapter Six

Hannah's P.O.V

    I closed my door and put ny back to it and sighed. I was stressed put with Ashton here. All the memories of us floating back and all our close calls. I just wasn't sure if I could contain myself. I know I love him , but I still need time. I got ready for bed and tried to fall asleep but today ny medicine decided to keep me up.I laid there staring at my plain white ceiling. Eventually I got up put on some shoes , a coat, grabbed a bag, and grabbed my camera. I started walking around campus. After a while I started to walk into the city more. It of course was not perfectlt quiet, cars were still driving around and places are still working.I just started to take random pictures of just about everything.

       I eventually went to the subway and just sat and watch the obsecured people come and go. I took pictures here and there. I manage to keep this up until around 5:30. I then started my hourny back to campus since I been walking around 2 hours to get here , so It will be a while before I get back. WhenbI happen to get back it was like I never even left. Not a thing out of place, a person up , or a bird chirpping.  I laid back down in bed and tried to close my eyes after ny exhausting night. I closed my eye's for two seconds, and there is a knock at my door. I started cussing on my to the door. Expecting one of the guys , when I open the door I say," What the fuck do you want, Can't you see that it's too early!" After the words I look and saw Colton holding ice creams. I put my hand to my mouth and said," Oh my gosh, I'm so fucking sorry. I thought youbwere someone else. Fuck Im so stupid." He laughed and said ," Well, if that's how you treat a guy with your morning breakfast , then I'll just leave." I pyt my hand on his arm and said," Wait please. Im sorry and that ice cream lookes really good.!" He laughes again and steps inside.

    We sat on my couch eating together. He started to tell me this werid story, about a girl who. It was just odd. We had our laughs and we had random stories we shared together. Another knock came upon my door during all of this. I went up to the door and opened it , to be ambushed by michael and Calum who picked me up and rushed me to the bed just to push me into a malum sandwich. I was laughing and I said," Get off." When I broke free, I saw Luke and Ashton just standing by the door smirking. I got up and went to Colton and said ," Well, sad to say I got to kick ya out, but I am kike their tour guide for the time being " He smiled and said," It's alright, I guess Ill come by tomorrow though with more ice cream!" I nodded and gave him a hug.

   When I turned to walk him to the door I saw Ashton clenching his fist again. I closed the door after he left and said," So what shall we do today?" Luke held up and bag and proceeded to dump it revealing popcorn, a movie, candy , and sunglasses. " Um sunglasses?" Calum grabbed them and said ," Sorry I forgot to take them with me." We all  laughed and I said," Well you guys prepare the food and Ill put in the movie.  I sat in between  Ashton and Michael and since we are all squished on one couch, Ashton made it more comftable by putting his arm behind me. Somebtime during the movie I fell asleep and when I woke up I was in my bed. It turn to the other side of my bed to see Ashton laying down too.


     Hey sorry for the wait , but my computers are still down, but should be fixed soon. I also started up school again last week so I have been busy. My goal is to try and update every weekend from now on, but I may miss some weekends so sorry in advance. Thanks for reading , check  out my other books, like , and favorite! Thanks xoxxo

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