Fixing my life

* Note that this is a sequal to Being reckless one more time. Highly suggested you read that first! *
Hannah has been struggling to be herself and to finial break free of the mold her parent's have set her in. After struggling with former relentionships she is now starting collage. Learning and growing. However, she is still struggling with her Ex; Ashton Irwin. Even if there friends, she still misses him but is too scared to start things up again. He has been patiently waiting for her , but could it be too late. Will she move on or will he? As Hannah tries to find her self , she is trying to decided their fate.

[ so this is probably the worse blurb ever! I will try and edit as I continue the story, but please give this a chance and read the first story in case you have not yet. Also please feel free to comment and like and favorite, it would mean a lot thanks! Xoxox]


8. Chapter eight

Ashton's P.O.V

                      The week that we spent with Hannah, just brought back even more feelings for her. I was getting into drinking that week to try and drown the feelings ,however, I could ever let anyone especially Hannah know. Another thing that most people don't know is that for the past couple of weeks I been seeing a therapist to help control things, not only with Hannah, but with other problems too. Like I said every once in a while I'll get heavily into drinking and i wanted to solve the solution before  it became worse. As we talking one of the finer parts of why was the fact of that I am stressed for what will happen to Hannah and I. I decided that i needed to know from her whether or not is is worth holding on. That's why I did what I did

                When she said that she didn't know i knew I couldn't just wait around anymore. I needed to move on with or without her. So I shushed her after that , I didn't need to hear her plea or hear why i needed  to  hold on a little longer.It would make it too hard, and I loved her so much already, departing her after even more would just tear me apart . As we drove away i saw her slowly fall apart with Blake, tears streaming down my own face.  I saw Luke look at both of us and he said," Maybe it was for the best." I nodded, but I couldn't help be feel the giant hole in my heart, which should probably jet black by now!

  Hannah's P.O.V

                       The weekend went by horrible, I was stuck in my dorm stuck on sleepless nights. Colton helped me by being a shoulder.When Monday came we were started classes, which help me distracted myself. It was hard and most of my  time spent was stuck in my dorm. I didn't want to go out, walk, take pictures, and i just was depressed.Kate called me and heard from Blake what had happen. She decided to come to me on Friday after school. I was happy that I can see her. I started to write in a notebook again from this because my head is swirling with emotions. She came with me laying down in my bed with the covers pulled over my head.   She trudges all the way to my bed and fell down besides me.

           She's then said's," Listen, I know you are heartbroken , but you were on a three month long break with him. You need to get out there, You need to date someone else. For crying out loud he is the only person you have ever dated. I don't mean to sound cruel, but it's true . He has already dated maybe even dating her still. It's about time you do too." I nodded my head and said," I know your right, but it just hurts inside, but I guess I can give it  a shot   , what do you want to do?" She smiled and said," How about we go to this club ."  I looked up at her and said," Sure, Let me get dress!" 

                    I go into my closet ad look around, I found myself some tight black shorts and a red sequined crop top. I then do my makeup. I curled my purple hair and then I was all set.  Kate, used some of my clothes and we were ready, I grabbed my bag and we took off. When we got there it was packed with sweaty bodies. Kate grabbed my hand so we can walk around without being separated. Soon enough we were having last, just dancing around listening to music. This guy eventually came up to her and asked her dance and such, she looked at me and asked if I would be okay. I nodded my head and said we can meet at my place. She took off and I just sat to the side. I looked around at everyone and took out my small camera and snapped some pictures. 

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