Fixing my life

* Note that this is a sequal to Being reckless one more time. Highly suggested you read that first! *
Hannah has been struggling to be herself and to finial break free of the mold her parent's have set her in. After struggling with former relentionships she is now starting collage. Learning and growing. However, she is still struggling with her Ex; Ashton Irwin. Even if there friends, she still misses him but is too scared to start things up again. He has been patiently waiting for her , but could it be too late. Will she move on or will he? As Hannah tries to find her self , she is trying to decided their fate.

[ so this is probably the worse blurb ever! I will try and edit as I continue the story, but please give this a chance and read the first story in case you have not yet. Also please feel free to comment and like and favorite, it would mean a lot thanks! Xoxox]


11. Chapter 11

  Hannah's P.O.V

                          Colton and just started to hang out more and more after we finally went out on  our ice cream date. After that a month past and I really felt bad for him for me for everybody.  I just pushed everyone out again, I just started to avoid them and just started to go out and drink ..and drink...and drink. And I know this seems odd since what happened last time , it's just I turned everything off. I was done. I no longer gave a fuck and every night I'd go out and get so drunk and next thing I know its morning and class is about to start and I have  killer hangover, but it doesn't stop me from doing to again repetitively. It's just I couldn't move on from Ashton , but I try to hard to with Colton and it's so unfair to him and then Kate just thinks everything is going so well. Luke will tell me about all the things him and the guys do and even talks about Ashton going on dates and I just needed to survive it all. I drink my way all the way to Thanksgiving break with the decision of either going home , or home with Kate and Blake.  And going home with my parents would be complete horror and going home with Kate and Blake means facing Ashton.

    Guess I am gonna learn to Avoid Ashton. The drive with Blake and Kate was one I spent with headphones on and looking out my window and they both let me be and as far a I know they were silent to. I eventually fell asleep and I soon woke up in their drive way. We were greeted by their parents.Who gave me a big squeeze and said," Hows it going Hannah. We're so happy you could join us." I smiled and said ," It's going good and thanks for having me." Kate and I unpacked in her room and got ready for Thanksgiving dinner. Which was lovely , especially being asked a billion questions.  Afterwards. I quickly left to go be around town , and Blake decided to tag along. I made us walk since I wanted to. We eventually came across my favorite place when I lived here, Wreckage. I looked at Blake and Fluttered my eyes and said," can we please go in" He rolled his eyes and I dragged him to the entrance. I looked at my old time friend and said," Did you miss me Phlip?" He smiled when he saw me and said" If it ain't my favorite VIP." I gave him a hug and said," Just like old times my friend." We talked for a bit and then Blake and I entered the club. Luckily for me I was able to get others to buy me drinks and I got super drunk to the point were everything was blurry.

   during that time I danced with so many time and could barely stand. I walked with a guy to the bar for him to buy me another drink and Blake comes up to me," Hannah that's enough, you're out of control." The guy I was with asked Blake if there was a 'problem' and Blake promptly said," ya there is, Hannah you coming with me." He picked me up and started to drag me out of the club and on the way out I saw Ashton looking at me in my state. At the nearest park bench, Blake sat me down and said," Hannah this isn't fucking like you, I know your sad over Ashton and it hurts but you can't keep doing this." I kept my head to the ground and slurred," I don't fucking care. I been through so much bullshit that im done. I just wanna do what ever the fucking hell I want." He looked at me and said," Fine go get so drunk you can't stand, but I'm not going to sit here and watch." He left me on the bench and he went home. At first I thought he was going to come back, but he didn't . And even in my drunken state  I knew what I done and I started crying on the bench till I passed out and just before I did, I caught a glimpse of someone coming to me.


         Authors note

                 Sorry It's been so long but I just don't know what to write at the moment. I'm going to try and keep updating, but they might come slow. Thanks for your patience. 

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