Spaces. ~N.J.H.~

"Who are you?"
"You don't have to know."
"What if you're an old guy who likes younger girls ._."
"I'm not. Trust me."
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32. 30.

~ Aviana ~

3 days ..
3 days since Niall and I have talked. I didn't want to send him anything after my last text anymore, because I seriously always feel like I just annoy people when I text them first, especially Niall.

I sighed deeply for the 50th time today. Jacob hasn't been home since yesterday, since he slept over at a friend's house. Mom went out with her old school friend for a coffee this morning so I'm still home alone, bored as fuck.

I miss talking to Niall so much and I've been stupid for not texting him because maybe he thinks the same?

I bit my lip and went to my messages, 'hey..' nope not doing that.

I went on my Instagram app and scrolled through my feed. I liked some pictures and couldn't resist pressing 'search'. I typed his name and waited for his pictures to load. I gained many followers after Niall followed me a few weeks ago, not surprising to me.

His last post was a group picture of him and some friends, mostly people of One Direction's band. He looks amazing with his hair kind of down, in a suit and in glasses. Before I knew it I tapped the like button and sighed while closing my eyes.

I want to talk to him again, why am I keeping myself away from doing it.. It's not that bad, right? He can just ignore me if he doesn't want to t-

'niallhoran liked your photo'

I swallowed deeply. Fuck this, I'm send-

'niallhoran commented: beautiful picture !'

My heart started to beat so much faster, like I was a fangirl and had never talked to him before.

I reloaded my mentions on instagram but the comment was suddenly gone. Ugh, why.

I felt like crying and I didn't know why, it was just a comment. I think it's that time of the month again, which means he doesn't need to fuck with my feelings at the moment.

I frowned when I got a notification of Snapchat.

What is he doing?..

'niallhoran added you back!'

I didn't even notice he didn't add me in the beginning, we've never snapchatted before.

'niallhoran is typing..', can he stop.

I never got another notification of him sending me a snapchat. Something happened, I know.


"Hey sweety", a familiar voice echoed through the house. Mom was home.

"Hi", I smiled at her from the couch. "Have you been lying on the couch the whole morning already?"

"Yes? That's what I always do..", "I thought you and Jacob were hanging out this afternoon", she chuckled.

I haven't said that at all.

"Did Jacob tell you that because I didn't know."

"Yes he did. He'd come pick you up at one to go visit the city."

This is so fucking weird. Why would he tell mom and not me? Why would we suddenly even go?

"Now go get ready, love, he'll be here soon."

"I'm not going? I didn't even know we would go and I don't know if I should trust him at the moment."

"What happened?" she frowned and sat down next to me after laying her jacket and purse down on the table.

"Nothing special.. I just don't feel like going outside today."

"You honestly need to go have some fresh air, you haven't been outside for the past few days already."

"I know.." I rolled my eyes when she stood up and made her way to the kitchen.

If I don't feel like going out, I won't go out.

"Girls your age would be having fun with friends and go buy clothes in the city. What do you think your brother wants to do there?" she asked chuckling.

"And some girls my age are getting drunk or pregnant already so no mom, I'd prefer to stay home today and I don't know what he wants to do but don't you think it's pretty weird since he never wants that?" I waited for her to reply but she only shrugged her shoulders, "exactly" I smiled and made my way upstairs.

I threw myself down on my bed and pulled my phone out of my sweatpants, lying on my stomach.


Jacob: Hey sis, go get ready. I'm coming home to pick you up so we can go to the city together :)) x


And that's a no from me. Leave me alone..


Me: Sorry, I'm not feeling well. Other time x


I sent the message and locked my phone, turning around and lying on my back. I sighed deeply again and closed my eyes.

Missing someone so much that it hurts is literally one of the worst things ever. I can't see him daily. I won't ever even see him again if we don't talk anymore..

But honestly.. I'm starting to feel something I wish I didn't. Something I never thought I'd feel, especially not with him..

I'm starting to get feelings for that one 'special' person. That person I'm missing so much right now while I'm only one simple text away.

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