Spaces. ~N.J.H.~

"Who are you?"
"You don't have to know."
"What if you're an old guy who likes younger girls ._."
"I'm not. Trust me."
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21. 20.

~ Aviana ~

It has been 2 weeks since Niall and I met.

2 weeks since I figured out that Nathan, whom I've been talking to for months, is actually Niall Horan.

I was so stupid to not realize. Now that I know, I realize that I could've guessed it before.

He was in Canada, his nephew is called Theo and he lives in London.

A directioner would've probably knew that already, or would have at least hoped that.

I miss talking to him.

I know I said to myself that I never wanted to even see him but even if he lied, it doesn't change the fact how much I loved talking to him and how much he made me smile.

I feel so horrible, I wish I could go back to the start and that he was just honest. Everything would've been so much better.

I sighed and walked through my street, my house a few minutes away from walking.

Jacob and I have hung out every day so I just wanted to have a day alone.

I told the same to my mum like Jacob. They don't need to know the truth yet.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket, making me take it out of my coat as soon as possible.

Every time that happened, I hoped for him to text me.

Again, not him.


Jacob: When are u comin home? Mum made dinner for us x

Me: I don't know. I'm not really hungry so I'll eat later xx


My eyes widened as I got another message, reading his name at the top of the screen.
Holy shit.

Nathan: I need to tell ye something .

I swallowed deeply. What did he need to tell me? Why did he suddenly text me and start off with that?

Me: Yes ?

I sent it and changed his name to 'Niall'. It's crazy to know I've been talking to him all this time and I didn't even know.

I fucking met him the first time 'Nathan' and I would have normally met. Niall didn't do anything at all back then!


Niall: I miss you.
Niall: So fucking much.
Niall: I hate to admit it. I'm sorry. I hate how much I messed it up. I hate how much I changed about our friendship and I fuckin hate how I lied to you . I need you in my life Aviana . You made me so happy when no one else could .


I felt some weird feeling in my stomach, quickly trying to avoid it and made my way to my house again.

This couldn't be real.

Why does he say all of that when we've only been talking through messages? It might not mean anything to him but it does to me. 'I need you in my life Aviana' what would you think if someone like him said that?

I expect too much.

I opened the front door which made Jacob look confused as he just got down the stairs.

"I didn't know you were coming that quick? Dinner's just ready."

"I'm still not hungry but thanks", I smiled and gave him a quick hug, running upstairs.

I threw myself on my bed and opened my messages again. Should I just admit that I missed him too?

I still haven't forgiven him though. I just miss how we used to talk but I'm still mad he lied.

If there's one thing I for sure hate, is people lying to me.

I don't know if I'll regret this or not.

Me: I miss you too.
Me: And even though I don't want to admit this, you made me happier too.

Did I do this too soon?

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Don't kill me for not uploading ..
I've just been so stressed and school is killing me and agh I hate it.
I'm trying to write as much as possible , but can't promise when the next update will be.
Hope you understand , let me know if I should change anything about the story or if you just want to say something else :) x

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