Spaces. ~N.J.H.~

"Who are you?"
"You don't have to know."
"What if you're an old guy who likes younger girls ._."
"I'm not. Trust me."
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13. 12.

~ Aviana ~

"Aviana what's wrong with you? You've been down for two days already", Jacob sighed.

I shrugged my shoulders, putting my sweater on and going down the stairs, Jacob following me.

"And you haven't talked to me nor mom either."

"Just leave me alone, please. I don't feel like talking or just being around people."

"So all you're gonna do is sit in your room and do nothing but stare blankly at your phone or walls?"

I never knew someone like him could affect me like this.

What am I feeling actually? Why do I feel it?

Jacob was right. I've been in my room for two days and haven't talked to him or my mom yet since than.

I know I've told him that I would block or ignore him, but I can't.

I've been reading his messages but never replied. He kept apologizing for whatever he did.

I don't know what to do.

Should I text him back, saying it's alright? He left me standing at Starbucks and never came.

Should I keep ignoring him, have this weird feeling in my body and try to move on? He is apologizing after all.

"Pretty much", I answered and plopped down on the couch.

"You annoy me while you do nothing wrong", he sighed while shaking his head.

"At least tell me why you are like this?"

I shook my head, biting my lip.

"Aviana please."

Gosh I hate him.

"It's about.. Nathan."

Was that really his name anyway?

"What did he do?"

How was I gonna explain this to Jacob? I don't want him to know Nathan is some random guy who started talking to me by accident.

"He, um.." I started, quickly thinking of something to come up with.

"He hasn't talked to me for two days already, that's why I am like this.." I frowned, hoping he just stopped asking about it.

"What happened with you both?"

"Just.. Something personal, Jacob."

"Aviana you know you can tell me everything. I'm your brother. I'm here to help you and protect you."

I smiled weakly and looked up at him.

"Thank you-"

"And I'll try not to be so nosy anymore. I only do that because it annoys you and you know how much I like to annoy you. But seeing you like this makes me regret what I do. So I will be more careful next time whenever things like this happen."

I was taken back by his words. I never thought I would hear this from him.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, laid my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes.

"Thanks again, Jacob. I still hate you."

"I know you love me. You just don't want to admit it!" he almost screamed.

"No I don't", I laughed.

"Fine, don't admit it than. But I still know you do."

I rolled my eyes and pulled away from our hug.

Ofcourse I do love him. I hate whenever he's right. I just don't want to admit it 'cause he doesn't either.

"Let's order some pizza to make you happy!"

"Awee! Great idea", I clapped my hands and saw my phone light up from the coffee table again.

I bit my lip -seriously it's gonna fall off one day- and slowly took it in my hands.


?: I know I fucked up . I know I ruined our friendship , which I hope we had . I know I ruined our conversations . I know I ruined your trust . I know I ruined myself .
?: I never knew it would go like this . I never knew I would feel like this .
?: I fuckin hate not talking to you ! these two days have been the worst .
?: was so happy talking t you every day since we got closer and closer , it's weird to say but I was .
?: We never even met and I feel like this . You make me happy , Aviana
?: I know I should leave you alone cos you want it , but I can't .
?: And this probably annoys the fuck out of ye but I am happy that I can at least text you .
?: I know you read this , and I hope you realize what you do to me and what I feel about not talkin to you
?: Ugh I need to go.. I'm so sorry for everything . I really am !


Is it possible to feel a little bit in love with someone you've never met nor saw?..

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