"You can't break a girl who's already broken and you can't hurt a girl who's already dead inside."
Pain, it's all that exists in this horrid world. Judgmental monsters, people who scold you for being yourself. Just being yourself, you are told to stop being a wreck. You feel like you are slowly losing connection to your body, fading into darkness, away from the light. Further and further you fall, no one is there to catch you. The only way out is pain, pain is the key. The blade, it haunts you until you can't resist the urge to watch the thick red liquid drip from the cut. Suddenly it all becomes numb, no one cares to listen. No one pays attention, you keep falling further. Your echoes cannot be heard, no one is going to save you. You are stuck in the dark with no way out. It all comes down to that one person that is your last hope. Help. Help me please. Help me escape these demons.


7. Chapter 6

      Chapter 6
    Keeping quiet about what happened with Brad has been difficult, I'm not gonna lie with that. All mother has been doing is going out with him every night and staying away the entire night time to only come home and pack up some clothes. She doesn't care about what I do. 
    Apparently this weekend we are having my aunt's, uncles and my cousins over. The only relatives I get along with is my Uncle Phil, dads brother. Ever since I could remember, he has always been there for me, even before dad's passing. He's probably the only person that I am open to, my mother doesn't even know about a lot of things that I tell him. I can tell you right now that he's literally the only one who pretty much knows who I am. I tell him everything, other than my self harm and eating disorder of course. He has been acting a little different lately though, I hope he's okay. I should ask him about it tonight.
    As for school, it's the usual, name calling, occasional kicks and punches when no one's looking and Isaac spitting in my face. The counselor has been having me come in two times a week to talk about my problems and apparently "vent" my feelings by openly expressing myself. Of course none of the activities that she has me do helps with my problems. But hey, I have to give her credit for putting effort into my helpless self.
    It was a cold and windy day as I walked to school. I tugged my jacket tighter around myself as I try and get some more warmth. Winter would be here in a few months, I hate winter. You literally are stuck inside because of the harsh weather and you are forced to be locked inside while doing nothing. Fall is my favorite season, I love the calming weather and the colors of the falling leaves. I usually love to write poetry about what I see. Nature is so interesting.
    Children's laughter fills the air as I pass the elementary half of my school and sounds of cars are filling the air. The sound that is so obnoxious fills my ears as well before my headphones are yanked out by none other than Isaac. Just what I want. "Look who it is." An evil smirk crosses his face. My heart beats rapidly against my rib cage, almost like it's wanting to escape. My eyes wonder and I see the rest of the jocks and Mollie's friends lined up off to the side. "Hey, my eyes are right here dip shit." I look at his cold eyes that show nothing but pure hatred.
        Mollie's P.O.V
    "Look who it is." Isaac says as he pulls Elony's ear buds from her ears. Her eyes widen as she steps back, Isaac just closes the small gap. Her eyes wonder over to me then everyone else as they laugh. I just stand there emotionless. "Hey, my eyes are right here dip shit." His shrill voice says. Elony cautiously looks back at him and then tries to move but he holds her in place. That's it, I'm not allowing this shit to happen anymore. I step from beside Isaac's car and place my self between the two. Everyone's eyes are on my but I don't care. "Leave her alone Isaac." He looks at me confused and Elony stares at me with a terrified expression.
    "What?" I look over at him as he just stares at me with a dumbfounded expression.
    "I said leave her alone. What did she ever do to you huh? She hasn't done anything-" 
    "Mollie, not now." Anger boils deep inside me.
    "Not now! Shut the Fuck up Isaac! When is it right to beat on a poor helpless girl huh? Yeah, you shouldn't even be touching her, your a fucking man, she's a girl! You only do this because you want to look cool, well I'm sick of it! I'm sick of you pushing me around and forcing me to be a bitch to her and doing everything you want me to! I have my rights and I'm done! Just leave me the hell alone and all of you fakes, Fuck off and leave poor Elony alone! I'm done with this act, all of you can go and live your fake lives! I'm done being a part of it! Back off and leave Elony alone and don't even think about trying to contact me again, all of you can go to hell!"
        Elony's P.O.V
    My jaw, along with everyone else's, practically met the floor. Mollie marched off after her rant, leaving every one dumbfounded and Isaac pissed off. Everyone immediately shut up and just started after Mollie as she disappeared into the school building. What the hell just happened?
    I was pulled back into reality as something hits me in the arm before everyone follows behind Isaac as he angrily marches off to the opposite direction of the school. 
    I look at what had hit me, my ear buds. At least he gave them back. I almost completely forgot when the school bell rang, triggering it was time for me to start making my way to first period- History, the class with Mollie...

Sorry it took so long to update this small chapter, I have been under a lot of stress lately and I just don't feel like I'm my self, I hope you can understand. As a heads up, my updates are every two weeks. I know it's a long time, but I have school work to pay attention to and I also have music lessons and other things that I need to take care of. I will try to write more. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this short update.

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