High School Anxiety (A Dairy about Life)

My mind is different than yours and yours is different from the next but do we share how we all think about high school? Everything has been changed and everything is different.


13. Gemma's high school life

          I know that I haven't kept up with this but so much has happened. Or nothing at all if you think of things like that. I am now in tenth grade at William Smith High School. The best school that I could think about. At school I am doing Ecology and animal clay working. It is fun but not as fun as I though it would be.

          Okay so on to the most important thing that is happening in life. The most important skill that you HAVE to have. Driving. Guess what? I am going to learn how to drive. I have some many things to say about that. I don't care that it is important in TODAY society. I honestly couldn't care less. I have a fear of driving. As funny as that seems. I would love for someone to know what it is. But I would feel just so unintelligent saying it. So don't make fun of me when I tell you this. I just found out that drivers ED is from 5 to 9. That is going to be hell on my writing. 

          I am afraid of driving because I have had dreams. The fear is just because I let it be there. It is just in my head. I have dreams of driving a car and crushing. Of running into someone and killing them. I have dreams that don't invole driving. I have dreams that scare the life out of me. But most importantly I hate the idea of driving. It causes shivers to run down my back. I don't like it.

          I have been writing a lot more than I would have if I didn't have something on my mind. First it is the best friend moving away (thank god that keeps getting pushed back). She is like a sister to me. That is how deep your bond goes. I don't want to lose her. I thought that if moving back to where she was born was going to make her happy then I was going to be happy too. She is not happy about moving. Second I am being forced to just have my life pass me by while I am stuck in kid mode. Third is the driving thing. 

          You don't know about my friend leaving. I just realized that I might not have told you about her leaving. Yeah ... umm .. She is going to go back to the place she calls home. That is Texas for her. My home would be in Iowa. But sadly I don't think that I will move back there for a while. I have only known her for a year of school, but she made a home in my heart and I don't want to let her go, even more so now that I know she doesn't want to leave here. Oh so where here is is Colorado. I don't love it here. But I don't hate it either. It is more like a concert playground. Well I have to go. I have so much more to write for story that are going to come out sometime soon. Bye.

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