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I sat down on Anna's bed on the same spot as always. Her covers felt softer than ever before.. It seemed like the silence went on forever. The words all of a sudden just flew out of my mouth like a bird when ot has been trapped for a long time. I just blurted it out. "I HAVE DECIDED THAT I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE YOU TO THE 5SOS CONCERT! I am very sorry but I'm taking Jessica." I don't even know why I said it. I regretted it like the second nafter I said it.

I'll catch you up real quick. So I attened some telentshow called "geshra swingers". I didn't win but everyone who attened the contest received two tickets for the sold-out 5sos concert. After I was kicked out everybody wanted to be the one to goong with me. Especially my friend Anna, she is like the biggest fan of 5sos ever. She kinda assumed that I'd pick her to come with me. She started planning and got excited and stuff. And it's kinda sad but I wasn't planning on taling her. I wanted to take Jessica because it's thanks to her that I attened the show after all.

She just stood there not saying anything. I stood up and I walked up to her, I wanted to hug her and explain. "I just..." But then she cut me off "I want you to leave, like right now" she said. I kind of understood it but I still didn't want her to be mad at me. But I did what she said anyway. As I walked out the door I hugged mom and said bye (I call Anna's mom my mom too). I walked home just trying to learn their songs by heart. I already knew voodoo doll because that was one of my favorite songs ever.

I stepped into my house as I sang along with never be but you have to imagine it with the lyrics completly incorrect. "Sashaaa!!! You're home!" "Yeheessss!" I yelled back to Josh (my little brother) with a sarcastic undertone. "Sasha be nice to your brother" my mom said while she was cooking dinner. Which by the way delicious. I ran to my room and slammed the door. "I just lost my friend due to 5sos..." I said silently

I just stood there for 5 minutes or so and just thought.... After awhile I found myself thinking more than enough. I sat down on my bed and started to cry. "Is this all worth it ?!" I cried out very loudly. I guess I thought god would answer bur unfortunally he didn't... I actually had never believed is god and I still don't but well nevermind. I just lay down and fell asleep

"Saaahhhsaaaa....!, SASHA!" I heard as i woke up "dinner's ready!" "Okayy!"i yelled back. I took one quick look at myself in the mirror before I walked down the stairs. I saw I looked terrible but I actually didn't care.

I ran down the stairs and sat down at the table. My mom cooked spaghetti with her special sauce. We sat around the table and talked about various stuff. Nothing that was actually interesting. Untill my dad told us that he was going to Australia for work. I was like fine and okay and stuff. Untill my Josh asked him how long he'd be away for. He was going to leave us for a fucking entire year!!! A fucking year!

I ran upstairs crying. He knew I had seperation anxiety (I still have). How could he do this to me..! I could not believe it. This can't be true. I can't loose my bestfriend and my dad in only one day.... That's Inhumane.

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