Difficult love

"We were just born to be difficult love."

(A/N) Go check out @Violence She made the cool cover - Thanks girl :3


9. Chapter 8

Chapter 8


 Olivia's P.O.V


”What do you mean?” I ask Calum trying to sound surprised. They all look at me with weird looks. I wish I could the truth.

“Your chin? It’s totally red! Like if someone hit you” Calum says and I look at Lilly who looks over at David. She knows.

“Oh well, I don’t know? It doesn’t hurt” I say and put on a fake smile. Yes it hurts like hell.

“Are you sure?” Lilly asks in a mad tone while looking at David. I nod at her and she nods too.

“Well you should eat something” Luke says and kisses me on the cheek that isn’t red. I nod and take a couple of French fries and eat them.

“So what do you guys want to try after?” David asks and we look at him.

“We HAVE to try ‘The werewolf,’” Lilly says and we all look at her with lifted brows.

“Seriously?” she asks and we all look at each other.

“You guys suck for not knowing which one that is” she says and takes a bite of her burger. We laugh at her and she smiles. When we all finish we throw out the papers and stuff from the food package. Luke grabs my hand and I smile at him. He kisses my forehead and I giggle. He just makes me melt.

“So the werewolf” Ashton says and Lilly nods and leads us to the ride. When I see it I already throw up.

“I’m not going up there” I say and they all make sad faces.

“Fine” I say annoyed and everyone laughs. It’s a two person cart. I sit next to Luke and he takes my hand.

“I want a picture with you when we are riding, okay?” He asks and I smile and nod. Right before the ride starts he pulls out his phone and takes a picture of him kissing my cheek and I take my tongue out. When the ride stops and we get out I fall onto the ground because I got so much nausea.

“Olivia are you okay?” Calum asks and I put my thumb up to show I’m fine. They all laugh and Luke helps me up.

“Thanks” I say and he puts his hand around me.

“Anytime babe” he says and I peek his lips.

“We should go home now,” Ashton says and we all agree. When we arrive at home we all go inside. I fall onto the couch and yawn. Luke falls down next to me.

“It has been so fun today,” I say to him and he smiles.

“I’m glad you think so” he says and kisses me on my hair.

“Guys I have to get home, my mom wants me home” Lilly says and we all make a sad expression.

“Come back early tomorrow” I say to her and she nods and pulls me into a hug. I hug her tightly.

“See you tomorrow gorgeous,” she says to me and I giggle and reply her with the same. I fall onto the couch again and Luke puts his arm around me.

“Do you want to watch a movie?” He asks and I nod. He walks over to the shelf with movies and grabs a few movies and put them in front of me. I look at them all.

“Mean girls” I decide and he laughs and put it into the DVD player. All the boys come in and ask what we are seeing and then they join. I cuddle up with Luke and watch the movie. We all break out in a laugh on the scene where the guy dressed up like Santa says the ‘Glen Coco Line’.

“I’m going to go make some coffee” I say to Luke and he nods. I stand up and walk into the kitchen. I turn off the coffee machine and find a coffee mug. I feel someone turn me around. I look behind me and David is holding my hands so I can’t get free. He starts kissing me hard on the lips.

“GET OFF” I say into the kiss but he keeps kissing me. Until I manage to kick him between the legs. He falls to the ground and I run out of the kitchen and into the bathroom. I lock the door and walk over to the mirror on the wall. I look at myself and then all the tears starts to burst out. I wish so hardly I could tell Luke about David threating me. Short after I hear three hard knocks on the door and I know it’s David.

“Leave me alone” I yell and it’s stays quiet for a second. Three hard knocks again and I sigh.

“Olivia it’s me Ash” Ashton says and I quickly unlock and open the door. He sees me and looks at the tear stains on my cheek. He walks in and locks the door. I then explain all to him.

“I can’t believe he would do something like that,” he says in a angry voice and I calm him down.

“I know, but you can’t talk to him about it! He said I couldn’t tell anyone.” I say and Ashton nods understandable.
“I am so sorry Olivia. You can definitely call you and Luke’s relationship difficult” He says and I nod.

“It is” I reply and he pulls me into a hug and I cry a bit on his shoulder.
“Olivia we should go into the others so they wont get worried.” He says and I nod. I stand up and look at myself in the mirror. I wipe off a few tears and then I go with Ashton out of the room. We go back to the living room, but I grab my coffee on the way. It’s luckily still warm. I cuddle up next to Luke and he smiles at me. He kisses me on the lips and I kiss him passionate.

“I love you,” I whisper in his ears and he smiles. I bury my head in his chest, while we are cuddled up with a blanket around us.

“I love you too,” He whispers and that’s the last thing I hear before falling asleep in his arms.


I wake up next morning looking around in the living room. I was still cuddled up with Luke and he was sleeping. Everyone else was gone. I took my phone from my pocket and checked time. It was eight in the morning.

“Wake up Lukey” I whispered in his ears while kissing his lips. He smiled, but didn’t wake up. I smirked when I got a good idea. My hand went down to his private part and I rubbed it on there. He started moaning and opened his eyes, while looking at me.

“I could get used to wake up like that every morning” he mumbles and kisses my lips. I roll my eyes and kiss him back.

“I’m sure you would” I say and remove my hand. He looks sad at me and I laugh. He started kissing me passionate and nuzzled my thigh. I think I turned him on.

“Luke we can’t do it in the living room, the guys can hear us” I whisper into his ear. He smiles and looks at me.

“I don’t care! You woke me up this early! You owe me,” He says with a smirk. I laugh and then we start kissing hard. I undress him and he undress me and then I guess you know the rest. When we came we just kept cuddling on the sofa. He was playing with my hair.

“I could honestly get used to that,” he says and I laugh.

“Surely” I say and he laughs at my comment. I heard something from the hallway so we quickly grabbed our clothes and took it on. And I was right cause short after David came into the living room while looking at us.

“You guys are seriously loud when you have sex together” he says and I blush while hiding my face underneath the blanket. Luke giggles and David rolls his eyes.

“Please don’t have it in the morning when you can wake up everyone” he says and Luke and me laugh. I then stand up and walk out to the bathroom to brush my hair and teeth. Luke’s comes out to me and kisses my cheek. He finds his toothbrush too. I spit out the toothpaste and wash off the toothbrush. I smile at Luke and he smiles at me. It’s crazy how much he makes me happy. I walk out of the room and down to Luke’s room. I find some clothes and take it on. Just casual. A band tee and black skinny jeans with ripped knees. I took my charger and plucked my phone in. If you think about it is actually a bit weird a 19 year old having sex with a 13 year old soon 14. No it’s not slutty. I don’t think so at least. I open twitter and see a lot sweet comments to me on a tweet I wrote yesterday. (@Olivia_Pearl_Nielsen Had such an amazing day at the carnival with the boys and my friend Lilly! Thank you for protecting me on the all wild rides Luke!) I looked through some of the comments. (Carol5besni443 You are such a cute couple! I don’t get haters! Stay awesome girl!) I smile and like the comment. I scroll longer down. (5sosJennieLavala0 Saw pictures of you guys holding hands on here also! It’s so cute I totally ship you guys together) I smiled and liked the comment. I locked my phone and went out in the kitchen. I yawned and sat down at the table. Michael came out looking like a wreck.

“Morning” He said and I smiled.

“Morning mate” I say and he laughs and turns on the coffee machine.

“Can you make me a cup also?” I ask him and he nods. It doesn’t look like Luke and I woke him up. David probably stayed awake so he could listen that creep. He put down the cup in front of me and I smile.

“Thank you Mikey,” I say and he smiles and nods. He sits down in front of me and takes a sip. Michael stands up and leaves the kitchen and now I sit alone while looking outside. I could hear the birds sing like they always do in the morning. I sigh in a happy way and just enjoy the silence. Luke comes into the kitchen and sits down next to me. He takes the coffee mug from me and takes a sip. He’s so cute.

“What are we going to do today?” I ask him and he thinks for a second when a big smile appears on his face.

“What’s your idea?” I ask exited and he giggles.

“We should go to the studio, you never really ended up singing and playing guitar for us when we first were at that pizza restaurant” he says while shrugging. I laugh because he remembered it.

“Well I did promise you guys I would sing for you,” I say and a big smile appears on his face.

“Then that’s settled,” he says with a big smile. I nod and he kisses my cheek. He walks into the hallway and knocks on every door to wake up the boys and I smile because he was singing while he did it. Silly bear.

“Come on guys wake up now! We have to go! TO THE STUDIO!” He sang while putting pressure on the last part. The guys who were still sleeping walks out of their rooms and asks Luke annoyed what he is talking about.

“Do you remember the first day at the pizza restaurant with Olivia and she promised she would sing and play guitar for us?” Luke asks and they all nod.

“WELL WE ARE GOING TO GO AND HEAR HER!” He yells exited and all the other boys start smiling in a silly way.

“You could have let us sleep longer you douche,” Calum says and I laugh. I then hear a knock on the door and walk over to open the door. I see Lilly.

“OMG WE MISSED YOU!” I scream, while pulling her into a hug. She laughs and smiles.

“I missed you guys too,” she says and Calum smiles and walks over too us.

“I’m wide awake,” he sings from Katy Perry’s song. I laugh and then close the door.

“Lilly we are going to the studio to hear Olivia sing and play guitar” Luke says excitedly, while dancing like the penguin he is. I laugh hard and it kind off hurted in my stomach.

“WE ARE?” She asks exited, while grabbing my hands and jumping around. I nod shyly and she laughs.

“But I need breakfast before we leave” I say sassy. And everyone rolls their eyes.

“MAKE IT PANCAKES” Luke yells and I laugh.

“Sure” I say and he kissed my forehead. I walk out in the kitchen and find the pancake mix. I prepare it and start making pancakes. I feel someone putting their arms around me, I look at the arms on the person and it’s definitely not Luke. I push the person off because I just knew it was David.

“What do you want?” I ask annoyed. He laughs and I give him a glare.

“Four days. Tik Tok” He says and I feel the sadness coming. I push him out of the room and give him one last glare. Gosh I hate him. I finish making the pancakes. I put them on a plate on the table and everyone walks out here and sits at the table. When we finish I don’t even get to wash off my plate before they all pull me out to the car so we can drive to the studio nearby that the boys use to go and practice and play music. As soon as we got there we went inside. It looked so professional. I looked at all the guitars standing on a podium.

“Choose one” Luke said with a smile and I clapped in my hands like a little exited kid. I took an acoustic country guitar, what I am used to play on anyways.

“Good choice” Ashton says with a funny voice, which made me laugh. We all then started laughing together.

“Olivia you go into that room right there” Michael said and pointed at a door. Next to the door there was a big window into the room. And right outside the window there was a big machine that controlled the sounds and all that. I nodded and opened the door and went in there. Ashton turned something on and he started talking, I found out it was a mic to the room I was in.

“Take on those headphones on that table.” He said and I did. I spoke into the microphone that was on the headphones. 

“Okay Olivia you are not going to use that microphone. You are going to use that one that is standing by the chair.” He said and I walked over to the chair. I put the guitar on the chair, while I fixed the last.

“Take that wire on the floor and connect it to the guitar, that makes us able to hear you play on the guitar” Luke says and I smile and then do what he said.

“Then sit down on the chair and adjust the microphone” Michael says and I do. I lower it a little cause it was pretty tall.

“Try and say something,” Calum says and I nod.

“Hi?” I ask and then laugh, they also laugh so I guess they can hear me.

“Try and play something on the guitar” Luke says and I quickly just play something.

“Perfect, what are you going to sing?” Ashton asks and I start to think. That’s hard to choose.

“Amnesia” I say and they all nod excitedly.

“Two seconds I just have to adjust the guitar, I have to get used to it quickly,” I say and they all nod. I play a few tones and then get it.

“Okay I’m ready,” I say and then I feel all the butterflies flying around in my stomach and it does not feel good. They all smile and make a ‘start singing’ face and I gulp.

I started to play the guitar beginning of the song. I have probably played it like a thousand times so I am pretty sure I can play it. And I also played it perfectly. I gulp one more time before trying to control my voice and then sing.

I drove by all the places we used to hangout getting wasted” I sang and then kept going making sure not to look at the boys cause I know I would get nervous.

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted. And even though your friends tell me you’re doing fine. Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he’s right beside you? When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you? Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? Cause I’m not fine at all. I remember the day you told me you were leaving. I remember the makeup running down your face. And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them. Like every single wish we ever made. I wish that I could wake up with Amnesia. And forget about the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you. And the memories I never can escape. Cause I’m not fine at all. The pictures that you send me they’re still living in my phone. I’ll admit I like to see them, I’ll admit I feel alone. Now my friends keep asking why I’m not around. It hurts to know you’re happy, yeah it’s hurt that you moved on. It’s hard to hear your name when I haven’t seen you in so long. It’s like we never happened was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? Cause I’m not fine at all. I remember the day you told me you were leaving. I remember the makeup running down your face. And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them. Like every single wish we ever made. I wish that I could wake up with Amnesia. And forget about the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you. And the memories I never can escape. If today I woke up with you right beside me. Like all of this was just some twisted dream. I’d hold you closer than I ever did before. And you’d never slip away. You’d never hear me say. I remember the day you told me you where leaving. I remember the makeup running down your face. And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them. Like every single wish we ever made. I wish that I could wake up with Amnesia. And forget about the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you. And the memories I never can escape. Cause I’m not fine at all. No, I’m really not fine at all. Tell me this just a dream. Cause I’m really not fine at all” I finish the song and stop playing on the guitar. I finally look up and see all the boys with big mouths.

“That was AWESOME OLIVIA! Your voice is amazing” Michael yells into the mic. I giggle and then blush.

“Yeah you really are amazing! I am so jealous of you right now Olivia” Lilly says and I smile.

“Holy crap! You can really sing! AND GOOD” Calum says and I laugh.

“Olivia you honestly have a better voice than all of us boys” Ashton says and then the boys start arguing. I smile.

“You have such a beautiful voice babe! Don’t ever be nervous of singing in front of other people,” Luke says into the mic. I blush and smile. I stand up and walk out of the room. I put down the guitar on the podium. Luke runs over to me and lifts me and turns me around the air. I giggle.

“Your voice is just as beautiful as you,” He mumbles and I peek his lips. He puts me down.

“We definitely have to start jamming together from now on!” He says and I laugh and then nod.

“Of course” I say and smile.

“Honestly it sounded pretty crap” David says and we all look at him and send him a glare and he gets scared.

“You guys should totally do a duet together!” Lilly says to Luke and me.

“Another time! We should get home, maybe order some pizza,” All the boys agree and we leave the studio. As soon as we good home I walk into the kitchen to find the pizza catalog from Domino’s. I then write down some orders the other wanted and call them. I tell them my name and order and address. I hang up the phone.

“How long?” Luke asks as he jump onto the kitchen counter.

“15” I say and he nods. As in 15 minutes.

“I’m going to go take a shower.” Ashton says and we nod. I see Calum and Lilly and they are making out like crazy. She is on his lap they are heading for Calum’s rooms. What the hell just happened to them? Michael comes into kitchen and takes a glass. Luke leaves the kitchen and walks into the living room. I think David’s in there.

“Can you grab a cup to me?” I ask Michael and he nods. He gives me the cup and I pour some water into it. I sit down by the table and drink a bit of it.

“You honestly have a really good voice Olivia, you should work with it” Michael says and I blush.

“Thank you Michael,” I say and he smiles. Luke comes into the kitchen and his face looks like a ghost.

“What happened?” I ask him with scared eyes and he looks at me.

“It’s David. He just fainted on the floor,” he says in a scared voice. I stand up and put down the glass of water. I run with him into the room and see him on the floor, like as if he was sleeping. I sit on my knees by him and try to find his pulse. When I find it and listen to it for a second. I found out it’s very slow.

“Call 911” I yell and he runs out of the room to get his phone. I hold his hand, while hoping he might wake up. He opens his eyes and looks at me.

“Somebody needs to put you down” He says and I look at him with a confused look. He then hits me hard in the head and I immediately black out.


(A/N: DRAMATIC ENDING YO! Hey guys! Updaaaaaate! I literally felt so dramatic when I was writing then end of this chapter haha! Sorry the update is up so late today, I have been in Copenhagen with my school all day and I actually met a youtuber I know when i was in there. It was so cool! But enough of that. Chapter 9 is up Saturday. -Strawbear

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