Perfect Stranger

Kylie Jenner flees to London to get a break from her life in the spotlight but here she meets old friends and somehow it ends up being even crazier than the life she left in Los Angeles…

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35. Chapter 34 - ,,Boy, I adore you"

Chapter 34 - „Boy, I adore you”

„I don’t know what you what me to say,” I said after an intense starring competition between Harry and I had lasted a couple of minutes. „Just tell me the truth,” he simply replied and shrugged. „Fine, what do you want to know?” I was sitting down on his bed while my fingers were nervously playing with a ring I was wearing. Harry was pacing the room. „I already took to Zayn but I want to hear everything from you as well - so just start from the beginning.”

„I don’t really know how it happened. You guys had that party and then I woke up in his bed - and I don’t remember a lot from that night but he told me we had agreed on some type of arrangement.  We didn’t want to tell you guys since it was just sex anyways and I know how protective you are and I truly love you for that, but when it stopped being just sex I was even more afraid of you finding out,” I explained while avoiding all eye contact with my best friend. „So what now?” „What do you mean what now?” I looked at him confused. „What are you guys now? You said it stopped being just about the sex,” he clarified his question. „Honestly? I don’t know. I just… I don’t want you to be mad at me Harry, I couldn’t handle that,” I said trying to keep the tears that threatened to fall from running.

„I’m sorry - I am mad though, but I’ll get over it. Most of all I’m disappointed actually. I don’t know what you didn’t feel like you could tell me this,” Harry said and ran his hand through his brown curls - a nervous habit of his. „I’m so sorry, I truly am. I just didn’t know how you would react and I need you as a best friend right now, I have literally no idea what I’m doing in my life. I’m supposed to be working and promotion our family brand and making appearances, but here I am hiding out like a fucking coward because my heart was broken and I just ran away because I couldn’t deal with it - so before I’m even completely over that guy I’m already falling for someone else, and it’s…” „Wait, what? Are you that serious about him?” Harry was astonished. „Harry, I adore him, I really do - but I know that he’s as fucked up as I am with an engagement that’s over and a world who doesn’t know, so it’s not like we are just going to jump into anything. He did ask me to meet his mother though, but we are just getting to know each other,” I explained hastily.

„I don’t feel good about this Kylie. I mean I know you want him to be - but he is still not over Perrie and as you said so yourself your life is a bit messy at the moment, why don’t you try to work through that firstly?” Harry asked as sat down next to me. „I wouldn’t even know where to start. I feel like he is one of the only things keeping me above water - I’m scared that if I end this, whatever this is, then I’ll drown Harry. It just feels like I keep fighting and fighting but I’m so tired and I can’t keep it up anymore,” I had finally put words on the emotions and thoughts constantly running through me and as the words tumbled out my mouth the tears streamed down my face. Harry didn’t know how to reply - he probably hadn’t know how low I really was feeling so all he did was pull me in for a hug, and we kept sitting on his bed like this for what felt like an eternity. 

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