Never Be

Claudia had a simple life in Sydney Australia.

She spent her days wondering what her future will hold with her 4 best friends.

She has dreams, they have dreams... but do happy endings exist?

This is the REAL world.

She has conflicting feelings about one boy in particular, but to him, they are just friends.

But with hope can a friendship grow into something more?

Read to find out!

(5sos not famous)


32. Turn Around

July 6, 2011


Claudia's POV


I woke abruptly in my bed. I was on my stomach laying sideways on my bed, not the usual way. My feet were hanging off the edge and I was heavily sweating. I realized I was wearing a sweat shirt and leggings with my classic high knee fuzzy socks and was still wearing a bra from last night, now I got sore boobs. Great.

It was 9:17 and I decided to get up and figure out why I was like this. I started undressing as I thought. I caught a glimpse at my piano and screamed.

The boy sleeping on my piano chair screamed.


"Claudia! Calm down! Dammit you scream loud."

"Calum? Why are you sleeping on my stool?"

"Don't you remember? You said you would help me find a tune for the song I would write before I left."

Last nights memories flooded back to mind. He called at midnight saying he was stumped for a tune but had the lyrics, and asked if I could help so I invited him over. We were up till around 5 am when I felt half dead and I just fell forwards on my bed and slept. I guess Calum just knocked out.

"Cal, you know you could've slept in my bed. You are just sitting there with your head resting on the wood."

"Oh, I know. I guess I was just trying so hard to find the right notes I got so tired, and ya."

"Well, did you find anything?"

"Nah, I just can't stop thinking about this situation. Should I go?"

"Calum. I think you need to answer that for yourself. You need to follow your dreams and weight out which one would make you most happy."

He sat with his chin on his hand. Calum has been playing soccer all his life, and he's getting very good at it. His coach wants to fly him to Brazil to practice there. 

"You know what, I think you should sleep on it. You look half dead Cal."

"Hey! So do you!"

"Oh hush." We laughed.

He got in the side of my bed closest to the wall and I got in beside him. My leggings were uncomfortable under the sheets, and I was wearing my bra from yesterday, but neither Cal or I care, we've known each other forever and I've never been really picky like that with wearing just a bra around the boys, but they will never catch me with out a shirt or pants on at the same time. My logic is weird. I will allow them with bra/pants, underwear/shirt, but not bra/underwear. Too much. On the other hand, I often walk into the boys room to find them in underwear only or completely in the n00d.

I got up out of bed and walked to my dresser.

"Whats wrong?"

"I just need to get out of these pants... uncomfortable. Face the wall"


"Cal, you are not seeing me half naked, we are not at the beach" I laughed.

"But I've seen you at the beach. You've seen me in my underwear and aren't creeped out. Hell, you've seen more!" He laughed.

"Not much more!"

"Heey! Rude." He pretended to cry and I laughed.

"Okay! Common I wanna sleep! Now, turn around!"

"Listen, Claudia. I want you to know I don't look at you sexually. I just want you to be comfortable around me. Now, if you really want me to not look, I won't look. It's your body, and I want you to know that you can feel comfortable enough around me to do that. Your my best friend."

I thought. Why was I so uptight? Cal is right, I feel comfortable around him enough so I can walk around in my bra and stuff. Its not like I'm fully nude. He is my best friend. If I can see him naked and both of us act like he's fully clothed, then he can see me in lingerie. 

I pulled off my tights without shame and pulled on sweat pants and hopped back into bed beside Calum. Truth is, I wasn't at all embarrassed, he didn't even really look, he was like just normal.



"Good. Now get some sleep."

"Okay" Before I knew it, I was asleep, cuddled into his side.

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