Forever and Always

Samantha faces the loss of her husband, bestfriend, and first love, Harry Styles to cancer. During her loss, Samantha finds his journal while going through his stuff. Join Samantha as she go rides a rollercoaster of memories and emotions-- from the first day she and Harry met, to when they had their first fight, and so on.


2. Chapter 1: Holding On

"I don't think I can be there." I said to my mother on the phone.

"But honey--"

"It's too much for me mom... I-I just can't."

"They just want you to speak a few words at Harry's funeral, hun--"

"I said no." I bit my lip, trying not to cry.

"Okay, I understand... I just don't want you to regret this opportunity. I mean, he was your husband."

Was your husband. Was.

"Look mom... I appreciate you calling me and checking up on me and whatnot... But I'll be fine. I have to go."

"Got company?"

"No, I just-- I'm exhausted and stuff yenno."

"Yeah, sure go ahead I'm sorry for your loss I really am dear."

"Me too." I hung up the phone.

You know what word I hate? Cancer. Let me spell that out for you.


That stupid.. Cancer. Leukemia. Stupid, stupid, stupid leukemia. You know what else is stupid? God. God, taking away Harry from me. Why?

Is he punishing me? What did I do? Why do I deserve this?

I just want my best friend back.

"Baby shhh..." I hear Harry say to me. "I'm right here, come lie in bed with me."

I walked towards my bed and laid beside him, cuddling myself in his arms.

"Don't leave me, you said you'd never leave me." I whispered to him.

"I'll never leave you, Sam..." He held me tighter. "I'll always be in your heart."

"Be with me forever and never let me go--"

"Shhh, love... Let's go to sleep."

He tucked his head on my shoulder, spooning me.

"I love you Harry."

"I love you more."

I woke up the next day. He wasn't there. Oh how I wished it was all just a bad dream.

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