I Am Lavern

--Winner of the Dear Diary Competition-- Prepare for rants, opinions, my life, and the general ramblings of an 8th grader (update: 9th grader) who lives in the smack dab middle of South Carolina.


5. 08/06/2015

8:43 AM

Good morning, movellains! I got up at 4 in the morning today, so I'm guessing my body was like: Who cares? Surely 5 hours is enough sleep!

No. Just No.

Anyway, I had the weirdest dream - like probably in the top five of 'Weirdest Dreams Lavern Has Had"

I was in my mid twenties, and I had just sold my house. I went got a low paying job where, for lunch, I always ate two pieces of bread with nothing in the middle with a co-worker. I decided to quit my job, and go back home because it hadn't sold yet. There were all these bills in the mailbox for thousands of dollars, and only one pay check. I went to the bank, and there was literally a place to sell and buy souls. I sold my soul for 2 million dollars, so I could pay the bills, and I kept on saying to myself: you can just buy it back later.

I think it is suggest that I am not ready to be an adult or that I am not ready to 'sell' my childlike spirit for the freedoms of being an adult, or it could just be a stupid dream.

12:08 PM

I am kind of sad because today is my last real day of summer. Sure, I don't actually start school until the 19th, but both of my parents start work (they are teachers) this week.

I am so sad that I won't be able to go on movellas as much once school starts, but I will have a ton of time - 8 hours - every day for 8 days to work on summer work and movellas.

I have a little more sad news - I will not be doing What to Live For anytime soon. I am going to work on a movella I am co-authoring with Xian called Illusion and my drama, Eternity. I just don't have the motivation for it.

5:52 PM


I really don't feel well. I have the chills, my "shark week" started, and I still have that annoying cough. That aside, I am really happy that my Music Autopsy movella is doing well, and I am also glad that my Eternity movellas is going well.

I also got a hair cut today. it was my first 'adult' hair cut, I guess you could say. She added some layers in the back and some really long side bangs that frame my face, but I can still tie it in a pony tail. I like it.

Hopefully, I can write one more entry before I go to bed but no promises.



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