Without You You Rocky Lynch/R5 Fanfiction

"Best friends forever right?"
"Forever."

He couldn't stand the fact that he couldn't live without her.
Neither could she. If only they both knew they've been so close the whole time.

Rocky might just save her life by entering the same guitar shop.


Rocky will explain very detailed
She on the other hand leaves out a few things.

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19. Questions to question

A\N sorry for not updating sooner. I've been having problems with my laptop.

Rocky's POV

I seriously have questions racing through my mind. I've had them since last week, I cannot believe some of the things I've seen and I wish I could've witnessed. But lets be real here if I witnessed that. It would be the other way around. I'm not the kind to get into fights be no one puts hands on my girl. Legitimately she means the world to me. If you haven't caught on somewhere, somehow Kaelyn apparently was in a fight with a guy? I have no clue what this is about but I found it on my twitter with a link to it. You know to be honest, it was kinda hot. I didn't ever imagine she could do that. Her safety though what if she didn't or couldn't do that? What would she do then I really hope she's safe at the moment.

 

Wait wait wait hold up, wait a minute. I called her my girl. This just makes things more confusing and. No no no I want to stop the stupid thoughts that are stupid and pointless to exit my head. If you wonder whats going on while I think this I'm in soundcheck. I've litterally forgotten that I'm playing and singing. But that's the great thing about being on stage. For Ross he doesn't think about much. He kinda just loses his mind. I on the other hand take it to think. Because it's one of the only moments where I feel like I can think freely.

Now back to Kaelyn's video

--THREE HOURS BEFORE--

Riker: What in the world is this?

Rocky: Okay? Should I be asking?

Riker: You know you tell me, either you know what I'm talking about or you don't know at all.

Rocky: Suprise me bro.

He passes me his laptop, dark and cloudy around 10 pm. Whoevers filming is across the street, is surrounded with  gasps from people around them. You can't see whats the point of the video until, it's zoomed in to the complete part of this girl. Clearly she needed to defend herself because this guy was the last thing from apealing. The person filming moves a little closer. As now you can see their faces. Her hair was long and filled with curls. Dressed in black, and looking. May I say badass, she goes running off as the video ends.

Riker: Remind you of anyone?

I stare at him when I rewatch the video like three more time to understand. Why this wasn't any normal video of self defence. She could've been hurt.

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So when Riker showed me the video. It only made me think more, you know. How long will I live? Will I always be there for her? I want to be there for her, I dont't know why. I do know that I'm empty theres nothing that completes me. When she's around me I can feel a feeling of warmth, and comfort. I know how I stand in her point of view. In her eyes I can't ever be anything more than her best friend, because since I've first known her. We'd never seen eachother more than friends. Although I was her first... wait nope not even was her first kiss. You know unless that kiss we shared was her first. Which I clearly think wasn't.

I know this might sound creepy but, I have once had a dream of us together. Nothing romantic, I just remember in my dream that I realize I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. Obviously I know it's just a dream, it felt so real.

The video shows how strong she is. Not phyiscally but mentally strong she has to be, to not be completely afraid. Before she was scared of a lot of things and I know a lot has happened that I don't know about but I know it's made her stronger. I'm so proud of her because of everything that's happened she's still here and I hope she continues to be.

Her story of self harm isn't like any other though. She isn't an attention whore, she was pressured into it. Lets save that story for another time.

A\N Did you like this chapter? Or was it boring? I really would like to know. One or two point of views in a chapter? -Gabrielle

 

 

 

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