TMNT yaoi - Destroying himself

At the farmhouse Leonardo continuously doubts if he will ever recover from his leg injury only to find a mysterious turtle telling him he can't. Can Raphael save his mate before its too late?
Warning, yaoi, a hint of gore, lovey-dovey-squishy-mushy feelings

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1. Destroying himself

Leonardo sighed as he sat down on the couch in Aprils' old farmhouse. His leg had given out, again! 'Im useless,' Leo thought to himself watching his brothers and friends outside sparring. They all seemed to be having fun without him. Even Raph was smiling!

"Face it Leo," A deep voice said, seeming to echo around the room. "What?" Leo all but screamed, turning around to find no one. "They don't need you." 
Leonardo's eyes grazed over the room, alert for anything and anyone. Something stirred in the shadows but it didn't reveal itself. It seemed to almost melt back into the darkness as soon as Leonardo's sapphire eyes found it.
"Who are you?" Leo demanded standing up. His leg sent searing hot pain up his body as pressure was added to his injured leg and it didn't take long for the Hamato leader to cripple back down onto the couch. "You're pathetic." The voice taunted. Leo whipped his head around, expecting someone but yet again no one was there.
"Who are you?" Leo repeated while his eyes furiously danced around the room. There was a brief pause then laughter. So much of it Leonardo could feel the vibration in his chest. "Who do you think I am?" 
Wait. That voice sounded familiar. "It can't be..." Leo mumbled, his eyes glued to the floor as thoughts ran through his mind. 
"But it is," A cold three fingered hand was set upon Leo's shoulder making the blue masked ninja shudder. Leo slowly looked up and into the fellow turtles eyes.
His eyes.
"I'm you Leonardo, and your pathetic. Your not fit to be a leader." Dark Leonardo said nails digging into Leo's flesh. "I know... I'm a liability to the whole team and Raph... He's been through hell taking care of me, always there comfort me... It's not like him.."
Dark Leo chuckled making the Fearless leader look at the other version of himself. "Raph our mate, ha!" 
Leonardo's eye ridges furrowed. "He's my mate and I love him!" He snapped eyes blazing with fury. How dare this monster of himself say-
"Yes YOU love him..." 
"What does that mean?"
"Heh, you love Raphael yes. But he doesn't love you."
The blue masked ninja sat for a moment, lost in thought. His eyes shut tightly. After a few seconds he reopened them to reveal his deep blue eyes that shone like glass ponds. 
"Why wouldn't he? We've been together for-"
"He's using you. He only became your mate for sexual purposes. If he broke up with you now the team would fall apart. Say, look at the hothead right now." 
The Dark Leonardo stared out the window, instructing Leo to do the same. "Look at how he's looking at Donatello." 
Leonardo watched and agreed. His mate was sparring with Donatello, both smiling and laughing. Raphael paused for a moment then gestured towards the farmhouse with his beak. Donnie nodded and the two disappeared from sight. 
"He's...he's cheating on me?" The leader asked, tears threatening to fall. This couldn't be real, couldn't be happening yet, it was.
His best friend, his brother, his mate, was cheating on him.
"That's right Leonardo, cry. Be the worthless child you are and cry."
Sighing Leo looked into his Dark versions blue eyes, hot tears sliding down his cheeks. "I bet no one would miss you if you died today." 
Leonardo pulled out a kunai from his gear belt, examining the way it shimmered and shone in the light. It was so small but it was deadly when put in the right hands, and, it was in the right hands. 'I'll start little..' Leonardo thought bringing the weapon to his wrist. 'Just-' 
Dark Leonardo shoved Leo's hand forcing the blade into his arm. The leader screamed as it dug through his flesh. He quickly released his hold on the blade watching it fall to the ground. 
Blood trickled steadily from the wound and it didn't take long for a small puddle to form on the floor. Footsteps sounded from the homes entrance, quickly approaching where both Leo's were at. "I'll be back." Dark Leo said before vanishing.
"Hey Leo? You here? Well I beat Donnie and Mikey's- oh my gosh are you ok!?" Raphael yelled rushing to his injured mates side. "How did this happen?" He asked tearing off his own bandana to wrap part of the injury.
"I...I-I.." Was all Leo could manage. 'Did Raph really love him?'
Using his teeth, Raphael tore off the wrappings the covered his wrists and also used those as bandages for Leo. 
'He doesn't love me. He's using-wait'
"Raph?" Leonardo asked the fear fully audible in his voice. Raphael looked up into his brothers swimming eyes and gently said. "Yes?"
Leo sat there for a moment, almost as if he were in complete horror. "Your wrist..." Was all he could manage. Raphael looked questioningly in his leaders eyes then followed his gaze. 
There were several scars on the hotheads wrist, showing that he had cut himself. "I know," Raph said softly. "But I've stopped. I-I only did it when you were still unconscious because of Shr-" Tears collected in the warriors emerald eyes. Leo sighed. Why wouldn't Raphael love him?
The red masked ninja shook his head, his eye contact never breaking from Leos'. "Sorry." He muttered under his breath returning his attention back to bandaging the Hamato leader. "How did this happen?" The hothead repeated in a gruff voice as if nothing had happened mere seconds ago. "I...I don't want to talk about it." Leonardo whispered. How could he explain this to Raph without him thinking he's crazy? 
The red banded terrapin nodded in understandmeant then stood up. He gently wrapped his arms around the taller turtles neck to bring himself closer to him. He whispered soft things into the leaders ear slit, his voice wavering with emotion. Because he wouldn't let Leo destroy himself.

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