She's Over There

Find out what will happen to suicidal Scarlet, and her only friend Kellin. Suicidal, friend Kellin. After tragedies strike so does fate, with her new found acquaintances, the band 5 Seconds Of Summer.

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Chapter 31...

 

Luke was still right beside me. We have been just laying here for about an hour now. My head is on his outstretched bicep, while our legs are tangled together as well as hour hands.

Laying in silence has made me think of everything and revaluate my life.

I came across two things- I really like Luke, and something is wrong at home or Hayley would've called me back or the boys by now. I also realized that the only reason I'm still alive is because I don't want to let people down, and now I guess because I really like Luke.

"Luke...? I don't want to ruin this... But I need your help." I said in a whisper.

"Yeah, with what?" He asks.

"Um- so I'm really worried about Hayley because she will never not call me or text me back- she will always find a way to reach me back. And I've called her multiple times and I've heard nothing from her. And I'm afraid... Really Afraid. Do you think you can call the house phone and maybe say that you're her friend or something so we can talk to her- I hope." I spilled out, talking rapidly.

"Yes Of course I can. But you're okay? You're breathing really fast and I can feel you're heart pumping." He said.

"Yeah... In just really anxious about this." I said sheepishly.

Luke sat up and I sat up with him, he faced straight ahead and I leaned my back against his side. Keeping his one hand in mine, in my lap.

He shifted his body weight slightly before it quickly went back to normal.

He handed me his phone, already pulled up to the keypad.

I dialled my house number and handed the phone back to him.

"Alright... Ready? I'll put it on speaker.." He said fiddling with his iPhone.

"Mhm." I hummed, agreeing with both of his statements.

I heard static then a loud ring come from the phone. After two more rungs someone picks up.

"Hello?" A voice asks which happens to be my sisters. She sounded different.

"Haley?" Luke asked.

"Yeah..?"

"Hey this is Luke... You remember me right? I'm your sisters boyfriend.." He said trailing off slightly.

"Yeah I remember you. How are you? How is Scarlet?" She asked.

"I'm good... How come you haven't answered my calls?" I asked slowly.

"You've called? How many times? I haven't even got any messages or missed call notifications." She said.

"Like seven or eight times... I've texted you a bunch of times too... Is everything okay down there?" I asked.

I heard her sigh through the line.

"Not really. Dad has tried to- but didn't succeed to- once. He um had his pants off when he walked in my room when I was asleep... And I woke up to him trying to undo my pants- I kneed him in the balls so he couldn't move... I made him puke just so you know... and mom hasn't done anything." She said sadly.

My eyes went blank and I had no words to explain how I felt. She has no idea, thats her second time that he's tried but hasn't succeeded in raping her. She doesn't know what it's like to wake up with your dad forcing his penis into your mouth. But it's coming. I couldn't find my voice so I stayed quiet. I stared at the wall, my mind felt as though it was detached from my body.

"Can you do me and your sister a favour?" He asked.

"Yeah.... Okay...." She trailed off.

"Do you have a close friend that lives near by? Can you call them up and ask if you can stay there for a week or so? And if they can't help you then go to a different friend or even a hotel.... We could give you money to pay for it. You just can't stay there right now." Luke finished.

"I can't- my parents- they'll never let me go."

"Sneak out... Leave them a note.... But you have to leave for a bit okay? Promise?" Luke asked.

"Yeah I promise." She said.

"Don't just say it mean it."

"Yes. I will leave... Scarlet, I will, and I'll call you when I get there tonight alright? I love you." She said.

I still couldn't find my voice, so Luke spoken for me again.

"She's just had to take a breather... But she loves you too. Stay safe." Luke said.

"Thank you." She said as she hung up.

I slid my body down so I was laying, and I rolled over so I was belly down, I put my face down into Luke's lap, before I started to cry uncontrollably. It was a total ugly sob.

I gripped onto Luke's skinny jeans. His free hand made it's way to the back of my neck, and rubbed my back soothingly.

"It's okay...." Luke whispered slowly.

I shook my head and stood up suddenly.

I sprinted to the bathroom knowing what was in the cabinet that I so desperately need.

I slammed the door behind me, and I rushed to the cabinet behind the mirror.

I fumbled as I opened it, but I quickly found what I was looking for, Michael's sleeping pills. I opened the bottle and started to pour out the pills into my palm when Luke's voice made me halt my movements.

"Scarlet? Open the door. Please." He pleaded.

I ignored him and continued to dump the pills into my palm.

The door flew open and Luke rushed in.

His hand grasped mine and he swiped the pills onto the floor and I fell limp into his arms.

I want to die, I deserve to die and I have to die, not in 70 years... Now.

Luke stood there dumbfounded, not knowing what to do.

"No..." I whispered shaking my head.

I shut my eyes and sobbed harder. I start to have a mental meltdown... One of many that I've ever had.

I collapsed onto the floor and covered my face with my hands.

Luke cautiously walked over to me, his arms wrapped around me and he picked me up with ease.

He held me bridal style and walked us out of the bathroom, I gipped the collar of his sweater and sobbed into his shoulder.

He stayed quiet and let me cry as he carried me.

He brought me into the game room and he close the door behind us.

He sits on the couch, before he went horizontally and put me between his legs. He held me close, and smoothed my hair.

"Shh...." Luke said softly.

I closed my eyes and listened to his calming voice.

"It's okay... You're going to be okay... You're sister is going to be okay..."

I wrapped my arms around his neck and held him as close as possible, trying o calm down. My breathing was fast and my chest burned, I felt like I was having a panic attack but much worse.

"... The boys..." I breathed out.

"I'll call them in a minute baby." He said softly.

My heart sunk at the name and I cried more.

I took one of my hands from Luke's neck and placed my index finger between my teeth, bitting hard. That simple thing started to calm me a little more.

I breathed deeply and I got my sobs under control to a cry, just as I started to taste a little blood leaking from my finger.

I removed my hand from my mouth and sighed.

Deep purple teeth marks were left on my finger as well as a few spots of blood on it.

Luke kept an arm around me as he reached into his back pocket for his phone. I felt his arm moving as he texted. He clicked the sleep button and placed his phone on the side of the couch.

A ding came from his phone and he picked it up and texted something again.

Luke gave me a hug and kissed ny forehead before he stood up and took off his sweatshirt, leaving him in a plain white t-shirt. He handed me his balled up sweater to use as a pillow.

"Thanks." I said quietly.

I moved my body lower on the couch and laid down, finding a comfortable spot quickly. I forced my face into Luke's sweater and engulfed myself in his scent. I closed my eyes and calmed my self down- well tried to at least.

 

**Luke's POV**

 

I walked to the doorway as I heard the boys, making sure keeping an eye on Scarlet.

"Guys be quiet!" I whisper-yelled.

I kept the door to the game room open and met the boys in the bunks.

"What happened?" Michael asked.

I had only told them that they had to come to the bus that we had an emergency.

"Sh, I think she's asleep but I don't want to take any chances... So long story short... We called Hayley and her dad tried to do something to her... Scar broke down and couldn't take it... I think bad memories flooded her brain but I don't know. She ended up running to the bathroom and tried to down all of Mike's sleeping pills. I guess she saw them before... But I got there before she took any. Now she is mentally checked out and asleep." I took a deep and shaky breath before continuing. "I think we should hide all of the pills... Even like Midol and Benadryl. I have no clue where she hides her blades... But I figure if one of us is always with her she wont have any time to... Yeah. Do you guys agree?"

I pulled my lip ring between my teeth and played with it- something I usually do when I'm nervous.

"Yeah... We can't have her hurting herself or..." Ashton stopped himself before he said the ugly word.

"I think thats the best way to keep her safer." Calum said.

"Yep. Me too." Michael said.

"Okay... And then I thought we would bring the mattresses to the game room and all sleep in there to try and cheer her up." I said, still keeping my lip ring in between my teeth.

All the guys nodded.

"I'll go and clean up the mess in the bathroom... And I'll hide the pills. I'll tell you guys where they are after... Do you guys want to set up in the game room? You might want to be quiet though.." I said, feeling anxious.

They all nodded again.

I nodded at them before heading into the bathroom, with a plastic ziplock baggie that I grabbed on the way.

I walked into the bathroom and flashbacks of the previous moments flashed through my brain. What if I hadn't stopped her? What if she actually... Fuck. A tear fell down my face and I shook it away.

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