She's Over There

Find out what will happen to suicidal Scarlet, and her only friend Kellin. Suicidal, friend Kellin. After tragedies strike so does fate, with her new found acquaintances, the band 5 Seconds Of Summer.

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15. 14.

Chapter 14...

 

I opened up the water, with struggles and took the aspirin. I then put the damp cloth on my head to hopefully relieve the migraine.

I began to think. Of course my mind drifted to Kellin.

I thought about his tattoo covered body. As I pull his tattoos from my memory, I decide to get a tattoo in memory of him. maybe just a simple K.Q for his name in beautiful handwriting, with maybe pills spilling across it. I picture it in my mind and love the idea. I decide to get it on my right wrist where my old scars are.

I say old scars because when i first started self harming I used my left hand to do it because it is my non-dominant hand, thinking I wouldn't be able to cut as deep. I still could. But after my last deep cut, I decided I would do it on my left wrist.

My migraine finally subsided and I got down from my bunk slowly. I shuffled my way back into the game room and plopped myself down on the floor again, in the same spot beside Luke.

"What happened?" Michael asked?

I saw Ashton look at me.

I considered what he said and though to myself 'fuck it.'

"I.... I- had an anxiety attack. I said hesitantly.

"That sucks. I used to get them all the time." Calum told me. "I still get them sometimes." Calum told me.

"You know, you shouldn't have been scared to tell us. You can tell us anything and we won't judge you or think of you differently." Luke told me.

The boys all nodded.

I gave the a half hearted smile. "Thank you." I frowned. "Can you turn it down a little please so my migraine doesn't come back?" I asked nervously.

"Yeah of course. Calum turn it down will you" Michael said.

"Luke is closer." He argued.

Luke stood up and turned the tv down and came back to sit with me, this time he sat closer.

"I think I should tell you guys something..." I trailed off.

The guys paused the game and they all looked at me.

I took a deep breath before continuing.

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