Wrapped Around Your Finger

Something about her intrigues me. I can't explain it. There is just something about her that I can't leave behind. I can't stop thinking about her. I have to make her mine. -Ashton Irwin

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4. Friday- Diary Entry #4

Friday, June 17

3: 47 am

Dear Cammie,

Oh god, I'm so tired but I just can't sleep. My mind is going a million miles an hour and it refuses to stop and I just can't do this, I feel like I'm going insane.

I can't stop thinking about the cruise ending on Sunday. I won't see Seriphina again and I don't think I an handle that. Which is stupid, considering I haven't even said a word to her this entire trip. I still don't understand how I can be so attracted to someone I've only seen a few times, never spoken to, only 'met' her five days ago, if you count today. I can't picture a life without her. I can't imagine saying goodbye to her forever. I think I'm going insane, I've never felt this way about anyone before and it's tearing me apart from the inside. The voices inside my head won't shut up, I feel like I'm going to explode.

God help me.

~o~

Friday, June 17

10:01 am

Dear Cammie,

After reading my midnight entry this morning, I think I agree with what I said. I don't even remember writing it, but I guess I did. But seriously, I think I had a moment of insanity, as I repeated. Man, I'm worried about myself now.

~o~

Friday, June 17

9:00 pm

Dear Cammie,

So, we decided just to spend the day inside playing X-Box- mostly because Michael has quite  bit of blackmail on each of us that we'd rather not get out. So we played quite a few games, including some Grace would play because she doesn't like violent or racing games. Sigh, she's boring. Actually, this entire day was boring.

I can't say goodbye tonight -Calum

Nah, I don't really like that way of phrasing it. -Luke

Maybe different phrasing? -Ash

I'm never gonna be alright?? -Michael

Needs something before it, definitely. -Calum

How about 'I told myself that I'm never gonna be alright'? -Ash

Yes! Love that, let's go with that. Agreed? -Michael

Agreed. -Calum

Agreed! -Luke

I third it. -Ash

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