existence.

"Sad stuff makes beautiful poetry, but it's not so pretty to live with." [-Merecat]
*For the Dear Diary Competition*
(I recommend anything beyond 'Tumbling Ash' for the rest is a mess of nonsense words that hold no character, no story and absently fill the page)

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89. Catastrophic Confusion

 

I was told today by someone so un-aware of this topic,

that mental illness isn't a proper illness right?

Like, it doesn't actually do anything like a real injury does, right?

It's just depression, right?

I mean, what's the worst it can do, right?

 

And I felt like vomiting.

 

How can someone be so blissfully un-aware of the horrific states this type of illness can do?

 

It isn't a proper illness

HA

just because someone doesn't demonstrate any physical show of their mental disorder doesn't mean

it isn't clawing out their insides with manic talons,

APPEARANCE DOESN'T MEAN EVERYTHING.

 

It doesn't actually do anything like a real injury does

OH

only deters people from getting out of the teaming masses of sheets that pin down their limbs,

whilst an injury can be fixed fast with serious help and understanding

mental illness is a long and painful process that never ends

APPEARANCE DOESN'T MEAN EVERYTHING.

 

It's just depression

YES

one of the most common illnesses anyone can have that results in the tearing of the soul

and endless waterfalls of tears that flow like rivers and collect like puddles

and you feel like you're shattering into endless fragments of uselessness because why is life worth living?

Because no one can see your pain, no one appreciates and attempts to help your pain.

APPEARANCE DOESN'T MEAN EVERYTHING.

 

I mean, what's the worst it can do

AH

only cause thousands of deaths from people giving up on this numbing sensation that freezes their veins

with icy hatred of themselves and

creates mass hysteria of outrage over the lack of help because this issue is so important and

has young people and old people wishing death upon themselves because life is so horrific it can't be worth it anymore

and throats being tightened by nooses and lungs collapsing from pills and bodies being slammed by cars and

JUST ENDLESS SUICIDE AND SCARS AND TEARS AND SHAKING ATTACKS BECAUSE

DEPRESSION ISN'T JUST A THING

DEPRESSION ISN'T JUST A THING

DEPRESSION ISN'T JUST A THING

DEPRESSION WILL NEVER BE 'JUST A THING'

DEPRESSION WILL ALWAYS BE CRIPPLING AND DESTROYING MUCH LIKE EVERY OTHER MENTAL DISORDER

STOP THE ASSUMPTIONS

STOP THE MASKS AND STOP THE LIES

STOP YOUR EYES SEEING THE REAL PAIN WHEN THE PAIN MUCH WORSE IS BURIED

DEEP BEHIND

 

-3rd December 2015

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