The Diary of a Red-Headed Teen

The title says it all. I am a British teenager currently in a part of life where something little is everything yet everything about the future is pushed aside to just roll around the floor and procrastinate about... Yay?

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36. 21st October 2015

So today was my Dad's 55th Birthday, we didn't really do anything, except watch the first two Back to the Future films. I've seen parts of all of them, but never watched the first two in full so that was good. I've seen the third one quite a few times, but at least I've seen all of each film now I guess. Nothing else really happened, my parents got shitty at me saying I need to get a job, which I know. Each one I apply for either I don't get a reply or I get a reply saying I'm not exactly what they're looking for. What the fuck you looking for? You want me to sell things, not lecture people in shit like Physics. Just irritates me that jobs say they want someone with experience, but you need to get experience first? How? I really need to do something about all this, at the end of the day all I want is an income, I mean I'm really excited about Christmas, but not about what I'm getting (I know half of what I'm getting anyway so,) but what I want to get people. I've written a list already, though, I need to start buying for people soon since its almost November. 

 

*Internal Sigh*

 

What am I doing... I mean seriously, I just feel hopeless, I know its just chemicals in my mind but I just... I really don't want to continue anymore... I just want to end it all, cause, I mean, I'm never going to amount to anything, sure I might get married one day and have kids, but this world is already over populated enough... Why bother anymore? I actually don't.

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