Diary of a girl with. Broken heart

I'm going to try to update this everyday for a year, you guys can follow my daily life and in a year I can look back at the person I was when I started writing and see the proces I have made :)

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1. 5-5-2015

 

First things first I started a diary, I used to keep one as a kid because it was cool and mainstream 😅 but that's years ago.

 

I'm trying to find someone who can go to this one festival with me because I'm in the final rounds of a moddeling competion (wish me luck) but I'v had quite some trouble with finding someone to join me to the festival where the finals take place :( 

Right now I'm waiting for someone to awnser me, she'd ask if she could go with me but I haven't had an awnser yeth so yeah :(. Also awkward stuff she is the best friend of a guy I used to be quite close with, I still really like him but honestly I feel like he hates me now :( I still have a lot of pictures of him on my phone (he is really cute 😅) and I look at those way more than I should. I wouldn't be kidding if I said this guy has been the first thing I think of in the moring and the last thing I think of at night for the past 6 months! I really really really like him, my attachment disorder screwed things up though. (You're probably going to hear a lot more about him in this diary blog thingy :p) it's great to just write all my feelings down right now, maybe they won't keep me awake tonight if I just put them here.

 

The past few days I'v been OBSESSED with emma blackery and I had perfect on reapeat today. USE YOUR VOICE SCREAM ABOVE THE NOISE, THAT YOU'RE PERFECT AS YOU ARE EVEN WHEN TIMES ARE HARD. YOU'RE GREAT AND EVEN IF THEY SAY THAT YOU'LL NEVER GO FAR 'CAUSE YOU'RE DUMB SKINNY OR SCARRED YOU'RE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE!!!

 

 

 

 

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