Chapter 5- Scars
I felt so bad because of what I did to Louis. I never meant any of it. Not one word. I was just doing what Niall told me to.
I have decided to tell Louis I love him sometime in the next week. I can't stand to see him like this.
I went for a swim I the ocean to clear my mind. The water was freezing cold, but I didn't care. I finally got relaxed, and just started to float for a bit. I got out, dried off and saw that no one was home. I noticed a note on the table reading:
HEY BRYNN. WENT TO McDonalds FOR BREAKFAST DIDN'T WANT TO DISTURB YOU.
- Liam, Liv, Lou, Ava, Niall, Zayn, and Harry.
I read the note and went to change into my Pink Floyd T-shirt, some black leggings, and my new red converse that Ava gave me, and went for a walk.
I went until my phone died, and my music stopped. I had no idea where I was but I knew how to get back. As I walk in the front door, I notice that everyone is home. There was breakfast waiting for me on the table so I rush over to it. Zayn then walks in and sits down across from me without saying anything.
"Where are the others?" I said breaking the awkward silence.
"Liam is teaching the Zayn and Harry how to surf. Ava and Liv went shopping. They said something about bonding. Louis... he is in his room, like usual."
"oh" I said causing the awkward silence to come back.
I finish my food and sit on the couch and watch T.V . Zayn left downstairs to check on Lou, and when he came upstairs, he had terrible news.
"Louis is gone"