“WHY are you following me back then?” Benedict asked me while we are walking through the forest. His hands were again in his pants’ pocket, you know as he always does.
We skipped class that’s why we are here right now. ‘I just wanted to know if you really are avoiding me. And if you really are, then I wanted to ask why.” Hey, did I just answer him straightly? No stammering?
He chuckled faintly, “I just thought I have to avoid you.” He said.
That surprised me. Why, did he really already find out about me and my plan? But his hands should be out of his pocket and preparing to kill me now. I’m confused.
“Ah…don’t ask me, I won’t answer.”
“There’s something you should know about me. I force people to answer my question although they don’t want to and I never failed to make them answer me even if they get piss off.”
He stopped and so I also did, then he faced me. He opened his mouth to speak but no words came out his mouth. He’s weird today. He closed his mouth and looked down then again gazed back my face as I arch my eyebrows on waiting for him to speak. But he still didn’t speak. “What?”
“I suspect you.” His face went very serious and it scared me a lot, “tell me the real reason why you were following me.” His voice made me cold. I felt my heart beating faster and faster as I look at his black eyes. “Trust me, if I didn’t like your reason I can kill you right here anytime I wanted to.” My eyes widened.
No, I shouldn’t show fear. Oh Agnes I need you. My mind’s going blank. I am so nervous. This idiot me, think! Think! He was looking at my eyes right now. He probably could read my mind right now and I should speak the truth. Now’s not the right time to kill him because I surely might feel today. Now is also not the time to deny what I really feel about him. It maybe so embarrassing for me but I should.
1,2,3…I should say it now. His eyes were piercing and now his hands are out his pocket.
“I LOVE YOU BENEDICT! When the first time we had lunch together, I hardly slept that night. IloveyouandIdon’tknowwhy! Isn’t it normal for someone like me to try to be noticed by whom I was going crazy about?”
He looked surprised. There was a long silence between us. I stood frozen as he kept on staring at my face. I wanted to refuse his stare but it was like, my eyeball can’t move. I was starting to tremble and my lips also quivered as my tears started to race out my eyes. I can’t believe I’m saying this right now. Why do I easily shed tears? Someone might tease me a crybaby. “Do you really kill?” I asked.
He can’t answer. He just turned his back and started to walk away after staring at me for the last time. I sniffled and started sobbing loudly. This shouldn’t be happening! I felt like something forced me to chase him.
“Please don’t leave me here. You were about to let me go away first.” I said as I chase after him. He finally stopped and faced me. I stopped for I felt tired, he stopped anyway. He rushed back to me and kissed me on my lips with force. This is my first kiss. At first I didn’t feel anything but then, I just noticed my self kissing him back with a very different feeling. He was pushing me until I was leaned on a big tree. I was holding his collar while his right hand was brushing my hair. After that long kiss, he was first to lose. My chin just fell on his shoulder as I breathe. I can hear him breathe too. Right now our bodies were so close together and it gave me warmth. What am I doing right now? Why didn’t I loose from that kiss?
“You found a girl.” Someone who I didn’t notice spoke and it was a man’s voice. I raised my eyelids and saw a tall muscled man. He was smiling devilishly as he stares at me. His black eyes scare me. Benedict freed me and slowly turned his back on me to face this big scary man.
“What are you doing here?” he asked.
“That doesn’t matter now. Maybe the only thing that matters right now is the two of you.” He answered him with a low tone of his voice but didn’t get his stare off me. He started to take steps towards us with his eyes still on me. It’s a relief that I am behind Benedict and he didn’t get away.
“What’s your age girl? You look young to me.” I gulped and can’t answer.
“Leave us here.” Benedict groaned.
At last, the man slid his stare at me through him. I wonder who he was. Benedict seems to know him.
“We will talk later, Ben.” He said then turned his back on us after glancing at me for the last time.
We watched him walk away until he was nowhere to be seen. “Who’s he?” I asked.
“My brother, Spencer.” He answered still looking at where his brother disappeared.
He was with his brother, meaning, he’s not the only werewolf here. I should kill them both in the same moment.
I think I have to think about this carefully. “You have a brother. Is it only he?” I asked but this time he didn’t answer. He just faced and stared at me. I wanted to repeat my question but I shouldn’t. I felt something bad as he looks at me. I frowned as I looked down his hands. He was holding a knife. Where in the hell did he get that?! What is he going to do with that? He stabbed me so suddenly through my belly. I could hardly breathe. I just looked at him. I know this wouldn’t kill me and I also know that he knows that. He slowly twisted the knife and I felt more pain. He draw his face near mine and spoke, “stay away from me.” Then he immediately stepped backwards after he freed the knife’s handle. I just felt I’m weakening so before I could completely fall, I ran back my home for only seconds. I went to my room and leaned on the wall as I sit on the floor. I stretched my legs and carefully held the knife’s handle. Ughr...I grunted after pulling it out immediately. I rested my head on the wall as my wound starts to close. It hurts. Why did he do that and why did he warn me to stay away from him? Why didn’t he kill me straightly? I am sure he already knew that I am the one they are hunting for.