I walk into our bedroom with tears threatening to fall. I sat on the bed, prepared for the worst. I mean I couldn't wait forever to tell him.
I hear footsteps behind me and I breathe in sharply. A pair of arms wrap around me from behind and a pair of lips were on my cheek.
"I'm not mad, it takes two to tango baby." He tells me and rubs my stomach.
"I know but you probably don't even want a kid, I'm such a fucking idiot for not remembering protection." I mutter and shake my head.
"Hey, stop that. Yeah it was a little unexpected but I'm not leaving. I would never make that mistake. If you're man enough to bring someone into this world, you should be man enough to stick around and see how they turn out." He says, still rubbing my stomach gently.
"I love you." I kiss him and smile a bit.
"I love you too, and is that really the only reason why you didn't want to tell me? You were scared I'd leave?"
"Well yeah, I jut got you back and I thought that you wouldn't want it and you wouldn't want to deal with me or the baby so yeah. I was scared you'd leave."
"Never Rose. I made a promise that I'd love you no matter what, and this is my responsibility as well. Plus, I think it's amazing that I'm gonna be a dad.." He says shyly, looking down.
"R-really?" I ask him surprised.
"Really. I think you're gonna be the best mom ever." He says and smiles.
I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him.
"We're gonna be a family. And the best damn family there is, at that." He says, looking from my face to my stomach. "It's weird to think that there's a kid in there." He says and pokes my stomach gently. "And it's weirder to think I put it in there." He says.
I laugh at him and lay back on the bed, pulling him on top of me.
"We're gonna be a family..." I say quietly.
"And I wouldn't have it any other way." He says, rubbing my stomach gently.
I'm gonna be a dad. Holy shit. And to think that the mom is the most amazing girl on earth, that's just unbelievable. Yeah maybe it was a shock at first and we're a little young and inexperienced, but we're ready.
I couldn't believe Rose thought I would leave her, especially since it was something that I could partially be blamed for. Like I said, it takes two to tango.
Rose and I had just been laying in bed watching old Disney movies since she told me a few hours ago. Since she told me I had been overjoyed. Sure I wasn't expecting it but I never said I didn't want to start a family with her.
I gently traces shapes into her side, kissing her neck and shoulder every so often. I'll admit, I've never loved anyone as much as I love Rose.
She smiles and cuddles closer to me and I held her tightly against my chest. The whole time we'd been here held mostly silence, but that was okay. As long as I'm with here what we did meant nothing.
"I love you." She finally speaks up after a while.
"I love you too Rose, more than anything." I tell her and kiss her head.
"So Kellin scheduled a doctors appointment for me to see how far along I am." She says and I smile.
"Um, Saturday." She says, thinking.
"Great, I'll be here to take you." I tell her.
She smiles and shakes her head. "You don't have to." She tells me softly, kissing my cheek.
"Yeah but I want to, so I am." I tell her and smile back.
She kisses me and without missing a beat I kiss back.
It's moments like this I'd die for. To be able to hold the girl I love and kiss her whenever I wanted, Without anyone getting In between us or in the way. This was the way it's supposed to be, me and her, and of course the little boy or girl inside of her, living happily. Nothing seemed to be wrong at this moment and I'd be damned if anything ruins it.