So when you have today - Justin hills/Kellin Quinn

Kellin had always told me that when I had today, I should say all that I had to say. And now when I have the two guys I've fallen hopelessly in love with I don't know what to say anymore.


30. Darling you'll be okay - Chapter 30

Rose's POV

A week had passed and I've barely seen Kellin. It's hurting like hell but at least I have Justin.

I had been sitting with Juliet and we were just talking about random things.

"I like Ash." She blurts out, obviously talking about my drummer.

I raise an eyebrow at her and smile. "Really now?"

"Yes." She says and blushes.

"Well, why don't you hang out with her today." I suggest and she shakes her head.

"She'd probably think I'm weird."

"Psh, Ash would hang out with anyone and become their friend, plus. You have a chance. She's Bi." I tell her.


I nod and smile.

"Great, thank you!" She exclaims running off.

I laughed and pulled out my phone, deciding to text Tay.

I asked her to come over and of course she said she'd be here soon.

I laid on the couch just watching Batman until Tay literally fell into my living room.

"Woah are you alright?" I ask, getting up and helping her off the ground.

She nods and smiles, pulling me into a hug.

"So how's your situation?" She asks about the whole Kellin and Justin thing.

"I miss Kells. Like a lot." I tell her truthfully. "I feel terrible about it all."

"Hey, don't. You chose what you wanted to make you happy, you shouldn't feel bad about that. Kellin should be happy you're happy. Yeah it hurts but he needs to grow the fuck up."

"Yeah... He's gonna find someone so much better than me. And he'll be happy." I say.

"Yeah.." She mutters weakly.

I look at her only then widen my eyes in realization. "You like Kellin! That's why you were upset that night because he was upset over me and Justin!" I exclaim. "God I'm an idiot sometimes." I roll my eyes.

"Yes I do, but that's not why I was upset." She admits.

"Then why were you upset?"

"Because Kellin kissed me then said it was a mistake." She explains, sadly.

I drop my jaw in shock and blink a few times. "What is his problem! He's lucky he could kiss someone as great as you! I should beat his as-"

"Rose, calm down. It's okay."

"No it's not! He hurt you! That is not-"

"Shut up weirdo." She laughs and I pout.

"Meanie." I mutter. "Oh! There's a reason I asked you over." I say, suddenly remembering why I texted her.


"Well, I've written a new song and I have mine and Luke's guitar parts done and Ash's drum parts but I need your bass line. So wanna work on that?" I ask her and she nods.

"Let's goooo!" She exclaims and jumps on my back.

I carry her to our recording room and sit her down in a chair. I sigh and look at her.

"The song is called Go To Hell, I'll Meet You There." I mutter.

"Wow, somebody has a lot of feelings." She laughs, teasing me.

"Oh shut up." I roll my eyes

We work through everything and eventually I put all of the recorded parts together and the song was finished, and it honestly didn't sound that bad.

After I don't know how long a pair of footsteps could be heard coming down the hallway. I look at my phone and furrow my eyebrows. It can't be Juliet because she was out with Ash. Not Justin, he was smoothing things over with Jesse. Not Luke, he was with his girlfriend... Jack and Gabe were out on a date. That only leaves....



"Kells..." I say quietly and walk over to him.

He pulls me into a hug and I hug back and smile.

"I was so stupid. If you're happy that's all that matters." He mumbles and rubs my back.

I smile wider and kiss his cheek. "It's fine Kells, I'm just glad you're not mad. I couldn't handle that.." I sigh.

"I could never be mad at you. Plus, I trust Justin enough to treat you right or I'll break his neck. I just want you to be happy." He shrugs and I smile.

"Well, I'm sure you'll find someone that's right for you sometime soon." I say and look at Tay out of the corner of my eye.

I see her roll her eyes at me and I laugh.


Laughing, talking, and joking around was what the afternoon held for the three of us. We had no idea what time it was until Justin came back and we realized we'd been talking until like 8.

Tay and Kellin went home and me and Justin had the house to ourselves. Which I wasn't complaining about at all. Because that just means I can have Justin all to myself.

And we can be as loud as we wanted.

Everything was perfect. Kellin was okay, I was okay, Justin is. Everyone seemed to be happy, and that's exactly how I wanted it to be for forever now. It was a miracle that we finally made it to happiness after everything that's happened. This years events seemed so far away and not important anymore. All that mattered is that we were one, big, happy family again.

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