A/N surprise motherfuckers :))))
I walked down the isle with tears in my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. My gaze was settled on Justin. He looked amazing in a suit and by the look of him, tears threatening to spill, much like my own. I guess I didn't do too bad on looking on point today.
I looked to my left to see my arm linked with Jesse's. He's walking me down the isle because, well... My dad couldn't be here. We walk slowly to ensure that I don't trip over my dress, because without Jesse, I probably would.
Eventually we make it to Justin and I take his hands and he smiles at me, kissing my head. "You look absolutely beautiful." He mutters.
I blush. "You don't look too bad yourself." I say quietly.
We actually didn't have a full-fledged wedding. It's on the beach with just a few of our friends and family there. I hate big crowds so that answered the question of a small or big wedding.
We didn't even have anything official here. It was just us, saying our vows. We planned to get the marriage papers signed whenever we got back from the honeymoon.
"So, wow. I cannot believe I finally get to marry the only person in the world I've ever loved this much." Justin starts.
"Remember, don't make me cry." I joke.
"Well... Roses, let's just say ever since I met you I knew you were special. You always had these cute little quirks that would draw me to you and make me fall in love even harder. I think also it helped that you were just a captivating person anyway.
"You are so utterly and insanely beautiful, it's almost impossible. You're smart, unbelievably sassy and just overall perfect. I could sit here and list all the things I love about you, but that would take forever because there is not one single thing about you I dislike.
"And now, we have two kids together. That's really hard to believe that you would want to stick around with a deadbeat like me, but I am so happy you did. You could've chose anyone you wanted, but you picked me. I'm not going to ask why, because I'm afraid the answer would be that you don't know. Whatever made you chose me, I'm so glad that it happened.
"So, Alexandria Jaiden Rose, I promise to love you forever and always, to infinity and beyond. Through everything that life may put us through, I promise that I'll love you until death do us part." He says, smiling at me.
I remove my hand from his to wipe the tears cascading down my face. "I said don't make me cry douchepants." I say and hit his chest playfully, earning laughs from the others. "There's no way in hell I'll be able to beat that, but I'll try." I tell him.
"We've been together now for almost a year, but friends for what feels like forever. You always seem to know what's wrong with me, and a way to make me feel better. You've put up with me through what may have been only a short time, but felt like years of my problems, yet you're still here.
"I can even begin to explain what I feel for you, so what's the use of trying? I wouldn't be able to make a dent into my feelings using words. Instead, I guess I'm showing a fraction of it by standing here in this god damn dress." I say and laugh a bit, tears still overflowing my eyes.
"I always thought you'd never know how much you actually loved someone until they're no longer yours, and I'm scared. I'm scared because if I ever lose you, I'm going to realize I love you even more. Which may be impossible, but I guess with you nothing is impossible.
"So, Justin Hills, I promise to love you forever and always, to infinity and beyond. No matter what life puts us through I'll always be here. I promise to love you till death do us part." I say softly.
I notice that Justin had a few tears falling down his cheeks. He leans in closer and rests his forehead on mine, and enough so our noses were touching.
"I do." I mutter, smiling a bit.
"I do." Justin says, slipping the ring on my finger and connects his lips with mine.
It's like we were the only two there, and time stopped. It was perfect. It isn't often that you can say you have everything you wanted, but guess what? I do. I have everything that I've ever wanted on this beach, my family, my friends and happiness. True, genuine, happiness.
I love this messed up, dysfunctional family no matter what, I hope Justin does too.