I wish that I could wake up with amnesia.
Forget about when she told me you were gone.
I didn't believe Niomi when she told me.
I thought Niomi was making a joke.
A sick joke.
But a joke.
Suddenly and all at once I felt it.
It hit me so hard that you weren't coming back, I couldn't breathe.
I thought maybe I'd be joining you.
But then Niomi found me.
I cried then.
I cried so much.
And I haven't really stopped crying since.