Lucas Robert Hemmings! Stop it!" I shouted as Luke finally stopped tickling me and we sat laughing. heruffled my hair playfully. "Why should I little Sammie Irwin?" he laughed back, I made a pouty face, "Because I will unleash the wrath of Ashton if you don't!" we laughed a bit more as w watced whatever wa on the TV... Then Ashton came in with Calum and Michael, AKA the people who hate my guts... at least I have my little penguin Lukey... "Come on we have band practice." Michael said pulling Luke up off the couch heading towards the garage. "Bye..." I said. "Bye slut" Michael said... All ashton did was elbow him slightly... great. I walked up stairs to my room to get into some pjs. I glance in the mirror tosee my ugly fat self. My blue and black hair that was barely falling over my shoulders. I let a tear fall as I bit my lip ring... I let out a shakey breath and walked to my dresser to grab m pjs, long batman pants and a black hoodie. I winced in pain as my shirt peeled off of my arms covered in scars. I slipped into my pjs and looked at the blades on my dresser, "Not today..." I whispered walking downstairs. I looked in the kichen, "not today.." I whispered again. I don't need to get more fat... I sat on the couch as I heard the band start up... So here ismy story of my mother fucking bullies.