I swear that the car ride couldn't of gotten more awkward, I mean not like I ever talk to her anyway. But this silence was different.
'You know your fathers going to be having a stern word to you?' She asks.
'You know what he will do to me. You know it isn't going to be words.' I say between sighs.
'Im so sorry about how you grow up honey. You know I love you.' She says.
'LOVE ME! YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME! ARE YOU FOR REAL! When have you even tried 'mum'? Huh? Can you even remember the last time you actually tried to be a mother? And your sorry for how I grow up. ARE YOU KIDDING ME! If you were sorry you would stop him doing that to me instead of watching, and looking like a lost puppy. Come on mum, you can't say that. If you really were sorry you would try to stop it from happening.' I say angrily.
'If I try to say something to your dad and tell him to stop you know he will do it to me.' She says to me.
'Are you serious. Wow. You would rather this happen to YOUR 15 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER, instead of taking the bullet and letting him RAPE you, I mean you two are MARRIED! It wouldn't even be classified as rape because you guys would have sex anyway.' I say with a single tear rolling down my cheek.
She stayed silent. She obviously doesn't know what to say anymore.
'I won't tell your dad, maybe you could stay somewhere for 2 weeks. Chloe's maybe?' She says.
My eyes widen. 'Your actually going to let me stay at someone's house?' I ask. This never happens, ever.
'Yes' she answers simply. 'So you can see what it's like to be a normal teenager instead of the life your living now in which I am incredibly sorry for.' She says.
'Thanks.' I say then we get to my driveway.
'Pack your bags as soon as we get inside I already organised it with Pam, you were going even if you didn't want to.' She says.
I nod and get out the car. I open the door and ran to my room.
This should be fun, I can't wait.
Not a big update, I apologise but at least you got something aye. Hope you guys like it!
Much love S.J