'Youre the snake hidden in my daffodils when I'm picking flowers' my alarm sounded. I rolled over to my left side to turn it off.
'Its too early' I mumble to myself, I rolled back over to my right side and put my pillow over my head. I tried to go back to sleep, but my mum and dad were at it again.
'Shut the fuck up you fucking dickhead!' My dad yelled to my mum.
'This is my fucking house you wanker! Don't tell me to shut the fuck up! Our daughter is going to wake up soon if she isn't already awake!' My mum yelled back.
This happens like every day I swear to god. 'MUM! DAD! SHUT THE FUCK UP! THIS IS MY HOUSE TOO!' I yelled to them.
My dad comes in my room, I get a little but scared because he is very intimidating.
'GET YOUR LAZY ARSE UP AND GET READY!' He yells at me.
I get out of my bed and I stand there, after a few seconds I realise that I was in my sports bra and undies.
'AND DONT GO TO BED WITH NEXT TO NOTHING ON! YOURE A TEENAGER NOT A PORN STAR!' He yells at me again. He turns his back to me and starts walking out of my room.
'Its fucking summer dad.' I mutter to myself, quietly, but not too quietly.
He slowly turns around and faces me, he walks towards me until he is centimetres away. 'Dont use that tone with me missy.' He says.
'You cannot tell me what I can and cannot wear. Ok?' I say bravely, I wish I didn't even speak up.
I felt a stinging sensation on my face. Did he just hit me? I stood there in complete shock, he looked me up and down, he readied his fist and swung again. This time I landed on my bed. He got on top of me, all I could smell was a heavy sent of alcohol on his breath.
Gross I thought to myself.
I was scared as he looked me up and down on my bed. Why is he doing this? I'm 14 years old! I am so glad a lost my virginity before this moment.
My dad started kissing my neck, I was disgusted, I just wanted him of of me. I looked to my door way and I seen my mum standing there, just watching. I given her a look of disappointment, I blinked my eyes and I let a tear fall. Why is this happening? Why isn't my mum trying to help me?
My dad, he kissed me all down my neck, he kept going down, he stopped at my boobs and looked up at me.
'You don't need this on.' He said with an evil smirk.
I was panicking, I couldn't stop squirming underneath him, he kept on repeating stop moving but I didn't listen.
'I SAID STOP FUCKING MOVING!' He yelled and he hit my face yet again.
I stopped moving and started crying as he took of my bra, I finally got one hand free of his grip and I tried to push him off. It didn't work. He hit me again and tied me to the bed.
I cried and cried and begged him to stop, he never did stop. He was sucking on my boobs until I was talking way to much, pleading him to stop. He did stop, he left my room, he left me tied up, no bra on, just underwear.
I was by myself for about 10 minutes until my dad came back, but he came with tape. He came back on the bed and got on top of me again. He applied the tape to my mouth and then started to continue. He was playing with my boobs and sucking on them while I was crying.
He started to move down and down until he got to my underwear, he reached to his back pocket and got a pair of scissors out, he cut my underwear in half, I tried to kick my legs but they were tied, it was absolutely useless. He took his shirt off and I started crying even more, I was trying to say stop but he'd never listen. He started kissing me and before I knew it he forcefully entered his fingers inside of me. It was horrible. He stopped kissing me and he started eating me out while still fingering me. I fucking hated it, it was disgraceful. Once he was done doing what he was doing, he started to unbuckle his belt. He took both his pants and underwear off and entered inside me. I was crying like crazy I hate my dad so much. He deserves to go to jail, and my mother I hate her too, she just stood there, watching.
Once he was done, he put his pants back on and untied me and took the duct tape off of my mouth. I wrapped my arms around my legs and sat on my bed.
'Get ready for school.' Is all he said. I did as I was told and got ready for school.
The whole day I acted as if everything was normal but I know everyone knew there was something wrong.
Hey guys sorry the first chapter is really full on and doesn't involve Ashton but the next chapter will, so stay tuned guys 😘