A year has passed since what happened and he has done it to me nearly every night or morning. My mum just watches she doesn't do anything else but watch.
The thing is that he really isn't my real dad, but I have to call him dad because if I don't he will beat the shit out of me. My real dad lives in Victoria, while we live in Sydney.
I finished getting ready for school, an I leave without saying goodbye like I usually do. I walk to the bus stop and as usual there is no one there, just me.
I wait for about 10 minutes until the bus comes, I get my metro card out and hail the bus. The bus stops and I get in, I swipe it on the machine then I find my spot to sit. I sit in the middle and get my earphones out and get my phone. I plug it in and put the earphones in my ears. I put a playlist I made on, it's a mix of All Time Low, Arctic Monkeys, Green Day, and some other artist like Guy Sebastian, T-Pain, Sia, and Brandon Laus. I listen to it all until we get to the stop that is I front of my school.
I give the bus driver a small wave and a smile in which he returns and get off the bus. As I was about to enter the school grounds I seen a few people maybe four or five people smoking out the front. I get this feeling, a feeling like I need a cigarette. I mean it's not like I haven't smoked before. I walk over to them, they all stop talking and look at me. The one who looked like the main guy smiled at me in which I return.
He looked really familiar, like I know him. That's when I realised that he was in most of my classes.
'You're Joelle right?' He asks.
'Yeah I am.' I say I kept on looking at his cigarette and he smiled every time I looked down at his smoke.
'You want one?' He asks lifting his cigarette packet up with a lighter.
'Yes actually.' I say with a cheeky smile.
He gets one out and lights it up and hands it to me. I take it and place it between my lips. I smoke it until there was only about one drag left.
In the meantime they were all talking and I sat back and smoked. I flicked the smoke on the grind and stepped on it.
'Thanks I really needed that.' I say.
'Yeah no problem baby.' He says with a cheeky smile.
'Baby?' I ask.
'Yeah baby, you know we should hang out more.' He says.
'Yeah I mean you are by far the hottest girl in the school so it be good for us.' One of the other guys said.
'Well maybe.' I say.
'Thanks for the smoke uhh what's your name again?' I ask.
'Ashton.' He says.
'Thanks for the smoke Ashton.' I said kissing him on the cheek.
He smiles at me and I start walking away until Ashton smacked my arse.
'Did you just smack me on the butt?' I ask with a giggle turning around.
He put his hands up in defence. I giggle and start to walk away again. He grabs my arm and pulls me on his lap and kisses me with force and I kiss back. We stop the kiss and I smile and blush a little.
'We should defiantly hang out more often.' I say with a smile.
The bell for school rang and I got up off Ashton's lap.
'I have to go to class.' I say.
'Ok, see ya at recess then baby.' He says with a wink.
'Defiantly.' I say. I kiss him once more then enter the school.