39. Waste of time.
When you and I were together, I made numerous gestures to help you through your more awkward experiences with me, and every one of those occasions you repelled the thought, without even thinking to compromise.
I mean you put off a good vibe, I could tell you wanted to but some seeming misguided inhibition’s phantom haunted you, and dogged us into the ground.
I caught a lot of flak, hanging with you instead of say, go paint balling, go to a strip club, go see a movie or three, smoke up parties…the list went on. I didn't feel like it was fair, I gave up so much and you so little.